a little carried away still on the research and yes i will get around to it this year sure find that pump and get another one maybe sure not that much worth the hassle reduction make it easy on yourself going to be buying a lot of oil another day under the truck the little things i do to keep the helpful machines helpful let me take care of you and you will take care of me been five years coming almost one hundred and eighty thousand kilometres and twenty years in a little overdue
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i thought i missed you and when i noticed there was no missed call i sat by the phone for the next few hours until i fell asleep but you never did call
this would be optimal meteorological conditions for taking the seedlings out of the house and into the garden now it is coming down
just finishing up here and then moving onto the next problem i see a little moisture coming down not serious enough to make a move on it yet why the stalling and the delaying and the getting back to the screen and turning out another ancient rhythm to the neural pathways we are never far from ashes
this knot of flesh twists itself this way and that bound with desire push through each arrive at the other side of satisfaction exhausted from the dopamine chase it is not that i find alcohol boring just messy less so as an accompaniment rather than the main event
it is okay please daddy i know you want to right there please wont you please
i remember the happy bench along the river lee where we pumped gas under drunken skirts a red italian a full body taste and a big mouth feel pub grub crawling up our noses could not take the bottle without cicchetti that italian drop does not want to be all by her self so frank and i kept alternating company until there was nothing more to pump
appalachian view delights is your accent australian well i really took that as a compliment and then a little like appreciative of just how broad english lives
i dont sleep i dream true dat dog burning up way out here paying out my debt to the word i kept to my heart asks pleasure first then pain and pleasure again until they change bleed into one love will take me further
hard up against it rubbing alcohol tobacco and meth lacquer me dry out with lubrication soft spirit grows large inside of me inside of you
bring it over to kalla to put in the original equipment manufacture toe ball and thirteen pole cable smile and look happy if we get away with less than a grand coming out of the pocket book before that happens i want to tackle the panels treat that rust and repaint before inspection
ready to push that button did you go back up to benny and tell him that you rang and then again alas to no avail well no why not there was nothing to tell him i dont know why he wants you to do it i think he is overwhelmed for the moment yes definitely but i that is not your job no i am not really doing it
where is the target somewhere on my back through the exploitation of others i can live large in my dilapidated days of atrophy and mental decay of course i want to be doing but i just cannot not any more for no longer there is job creation and the remington retirement
calling has ceased for the moment i can hear between the leaves sleepy out of town i dont mean to take the piss i am in a fit i want to contribute to be a part of something bigger than self to be absorbed incorporated subsumed integrated to study the fine detail the inner workings start picking it apart i want to make it better no leave it alone dont touch so why am i here just to keep the gears turning now be chewed up and spat out
the workout session brings another dimension to the sauna sometimes i think i see on the faces of the regulars a look of judgement and i want to say to them that it is really i who is impressed with their routine from the sauna into the hot whirlpool for i know i need an extended cool down session to even get back into the sauna they manage to go back and forth maintaining the heat
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after the sauna session rosalin watches me swim laps for twenty minutes from the deck chair poolside as i start the stretch session she gets up and moves into the whirlpool out of view but when i make my way back over to sauna landscape out of the corner of my eye i see tattoo rising put of water
just a quick little video call room the office before i go into a meeting this dress slips right off and you can tell me what you want to do tonight as i touch myself on the ottoman
each had their supposed requirements to be filled imposed by the state apparati
put the sheep and the geese away push the silkies in and leave a pile of seed for the totleger they will make their own way in over the course of the evening and will have to close the window upon my return home hoping nothing has gone wrong in the mean time leave here at seven and back around eleven will have to take the car because it will be raining possibly unlikely
free market dreams are only ever that so much public infrastructure is falling apart whatever happened to responsible management of the public revenue manic beast screaming at the top of the lungs make the pain go away these bonds are all war mongering i thought we had pushed past that but obviously not yet the people have got to bear arms and defeat the dreams of tyrants a bloody reminder that consequences are inevitable
piecing together the sunshine in the day like a friend i have been missing the place has always been there in my sky but for some reason you just keep leaving i feel you shining on my skin
lost at sea in a paper boat with the wind in my hair and a broken heart