the favourite pub cannot say i have a favourite pub i am not one for going out over and over again and again to drink at the same place really i know one down by the river that is awfully nice not that i would mind if it burnt down and they rebuilt it so long as they kept serving guinness at a decent price now accepting cards and a stuffed dog washed up on the bar more of a morning drinking place because it is on the west side overlooking the marshes but you know in the warmth it is okay you can get away with the winter if you are serious because you know the drongos cannot handle the cold
well that would ha e put her studies on hold for a bit but i imagine the interchangeable roles of breadwinner and stay at home parent would have toed and froed as study and career becked and called i can see that definitely continue at the university stay on at the association then off to placements and interning at hospitals perhaps moving around but investing in brick and mortar in sydney always rentable if we move we would have struck the balance between study money time and physical stress the toll on the body we would have made the effort to find solutions to make the sacrifices to live to raise a family and taken solace and pleasure and joy in family writing would always be there all the richer for its rank amongst wealth the kids would now be twelve and fourteen the pandemic is over doctor and lawyer powering it through the cruise ship what is this life we are wasting away upon as if it were some kind of flotsam on a crowded beach
where to from here the next stop is poland i think i am finding a foot in the grave to go out and about with a swing have we got something up our sleeve to be getting out there on a sunday where are you are you going these das and will you be back to bring the tea in later and what about a walk around nowhere and then some what are you doing in the event of
scratching up against that door is this buying my food or what is this what you do to afford the aprtment people men are paying for this the ones that sit down and learn a skill and are not the best lookers why would you meet up with your top donators this is going to be weird a paid relationship which one is not friendship hmm not really meeting the winners in life now are we though this way not too thought out thought through did that bring in the money or what and then it was like you can hang out with this too and set the bar real low so that the ego is boosted that is the angle you got to play it at if those douches can have fun with it than i can too and what kind of charity are playing for here is this the gaming scene this is totally the gaming scene this is a little planet of lost egos building themselves virtually
for the last thirty years no that is not quite right a bit much alright for the last thirty six years...
those disco riffs ripped the motown sound had the tattoos and the lips like her hips
atmos wrapped up in my own conceit where i the love love to love and the bullshit spinner comes out to play i want to show them all love but there are the restrictions the expectations and the niveau the ladders the structures grown into the bone take me out of the spiral the storm the net the trap bees in the trap concerned about making other people happy the people in your head the other always on the view a beautiful place the chameleon i have been twisting myself to the other for so long now this is what i am to take a hard and fast stand now what would that be drawing a line in the sand where do the desires come from i want to be out there seeing those people there is some kind of energy who am i who are you you have fallen for me there is a lot of identity being thrown around in there a saturn return trying to refine something that has never left i dont need to know who i am i am up to you describe me see fit you forget but you aint really forgotten about it and you are still thinking about it sixty years later and sometime you die and then you dont need to remember it no more something on the other side am i still pouring out over the known no need to wait i can feel what is good here and now and what is the sweet trash there is something that has a soul a heartbeat not the right kind of stone too wide not deep enough
in the engine a lot of happy accidents out there let me tell you and you are one of them
you have never sounded so sweet as when you said you love me i remember you how could i forget you ever since you let me inside life became a part of you i left something behind and i miss it ever since it is all very over sexualised
get ourselves out and about for brunch tomorrow you know the usual deal over priced eggs spend the two hours waiting for service and praising the pesto wine with coffee gosh i am envious that you are on holidays what you can enjoy too much espresso puts me in a mood oh i just have the one from time to time one a days tops you build up a resistance working as a barista surrounded by the stuff you know do you have a taste for coffee no i have a taste for nothing for i am a child i am yet to develop a taste for anything of get out there and develop a taste for something build up an importance over nothing in particular like words not many into it at all really had a passion for it you know where are you going sunshine
i dont know why but you do it anyway here is to the light outisde here is to you dressed in green a song for the damn near deadly and righteous fucktard send a song of forgiveness to someone else out there dieing of a broken heart my heart will kill me in the end it has had enough of the turmoil through which i drag it suffering thing this heart of mine i dont want to drink coffee all day long nothing about the feel good there i just chase the feel good let it linger all day long and in the dreams of night visions of early morning rising then i chill myself on a single cup to push the sleep from the brain and let the lingering feel good take its place again no hard feeling only soft edges pushing up against your caress hones and honesty hurts less and less i want you back whatever i did whatever i said i didnt mean it i want you back for good and let me make a mother out of you so if we ever do scratch and fight and think about ditching this little thing called love there will be a third to think about and maybe the suffering of the little bit of both of us an ego killer in there under the couch us mashed into one will keep the togetherness together long enough through those trying times these desperate days death becoming days so that we may find that spark of live that fir of desire and resist the contemporary foible to cut loose responsibility and let loose a monster
why didnt you tell me that parts were going to be a hassle on new items i would have just bought any old rubbish cracked actor cracked record scratch disc stretched tape so is life somethings you just dont want breaking replace them regularly have a look at them why would they be lieing to me liar liar pants on fire need to have a look myself make a mark leave a little something behind do not forget what happened there write it down it is in the receipts a little check book for the fairies and little noticing the problem earlier than later
not have it back on the prison island there is no escaping it now and the may think themselves lucky but they are trapped with each other the criminals are still there they are locked up with them just pushed around here shuffled and reshuffled shrugged off the revolt has won and the prisoners have taken control of the ship the prison ship is now a pirate prison ship becoming cruise ship what structures persist a very flat hierarchy the wardens are imprisoned birthing the elite
and then you will let me take off your dress when you fall asleep on the couch tonight i will carry you upstairs to bed and kiss you could not be too much screen time mand this is a death by pixel desperate need to get myself out of the grip of the modern death entertainment the last entertainment the sapping your lived experience running through a life unlived
you can have your coal power plant but it comes with all this so you had better really want it there is no more doubt we have given it time and the answer came in long ago more electricity can be generated per a square foot by a solar farm than a nuclear power plant but you wanted it to actually happen not happy wit the predictions with the jeepers creeps the simulations with the informed speculation no when the seas are lapping against your doors then you are willing to accept change and head for the hills when you finally do decide to make a move it will be to higher ground where confusion lives on a razor's edge
a little too involved in the euros what does that mean how much time do you need where is your life at triple shifts down at the local twenty hour shop ten hour shifts day in day out convenience it would be easiest for me if you never turned up here and didnt bother me at all but then if everyone did that what would you do oh i would just look after the animals but you would not have all the power and the running water but i could go down by the river to pray we are so far from that now there are simply too many of us that is true it has been for some time far too many of us for some time now that we can be wandering round doing what we want wanton animal we have had to share the resources and make them available to the greater the ones on the outside maybe we should not be doing that and just killing each other and just have the once that can make it to the river yes well and good but for how long is that going to work until the weaker ones team up and devise tactics and strategies out think the strong who merely get by on their strength and it escalates and is still escalating still fighting over resources
i am in here trying to organise my head there is so much out there the material to be organised seems easier in the hand but really worthwhile doing the head alongside all the time in the planning not so much use of the hand not avoiding unnecessary wear there are no replacement body parts there is healing time but that only gets longer with age increased periods and the strength goes and the ability to build strength but we are still within the time to get a head on it not too late can only ever start now and not ona slippery slope if anything halfway up the hill and climbing
no joke why send any of it away ought to be worming oneself and the rest of the world moved on to what exactly plastic build a battleship out of plastic build a fighter plane out of plastic build a rocket silo out of plastic the age of plastic we call it the digital age but it will be remembered as the plastic age no soul no joke lost down another hole what to have and have not have the lost in the material and the material of the immaterial
some amazing shit here they will take you places that you have not heard of yet the discover noobs someone is doing the digging for you dig yourself a garden a pony a newsfeed and playlist putting in years of work for what exactly to be able to feed oneself it is a long walk back to a distant coast and then stilla long way to swim salty lake ocean current another mentality learn from the mistakes test and improve design over years generations striving for perfection not for profit profit is a business decision perfection is a design decision yes i am sire i have done the math it seems to add up it seems to make sense it is not simply going to stop running or maybe it will but you have got to have some trust in the manufacturing standards and then some and then your own driving and maintenance take care of it wont last forever nothing does but it may just outlast you my friend how ever did they make these things you think that is the first and last you will ever have and flu too