sanctimonious cheese
gripping stomach feeling for the churning get out of the skin i am in. the restraints come hard against this wall. the ocean is still untraversed. belittle the emotional travels with geography, you can't love with pie in the face. upwelling surges of expression lost on the byways the nodes, operated on by the resistence, calling into action. these moments of get and and go, throw self from a high place. come crashing down - when one has been up on the plateaus for so long the unfamiliar valleys are desolate. sit still and listen in the quiet - find the residences re-emerge post haste destruction quality getting on with the narratorial consciousness. the variations and versions the contradictions and spell bound counter stories. what we know and we think we know. no matter what i never perceive again. all the energy and efficacity ploughed into stopping the internal time in unison with the external slippage. oh the betroved ego, strip me to the bone the rarified calcium that marrow of my existence. excuse the burp fart and shit - what stink it raises from the fleshy depths. there is no i to held in this responsibly feat. just a little mess left in bed. pour out to the next available mug, plug a hole, restore the boat to its seaworthy status.