left a message on the voice mail oh goody let me have a listen
i dont know if i am staying for dinner not yet anyways waiting to hear from mother i have arranged something but she said she would confirm and i have not heard from he so perhaps i can hang around and smell myself out a little of everything on the plate not to be sent home on an empty stomach
and was it worth all the malarky? oh yes definitely would do it again if i had the chance really was not much of a hassle paid off nicely i could not stay but even knowing what i do now same decision i would make every time more or less i guess
i read that stuff as a kid because it was lying around my father enjoyed reading them and going to the cinema just to see how they differed in his mind's eye mostly better in their written form but once in a while ever so rarely a film would be more enjoyable at least that is what he said at the time i dont know what he would say know i should ask i suppose
are you coming down for coffee and cake yeh sure what are you doing just thought i would have my afternoon nap i was just drifting off when i heard someone shouting and still shouting and then i replied cannot have coffee without me i suppose no we can but we dont want to and the complaints if we had without asking complaints they come no matter what
forester and clancy on a boat in the middle of a river we want to put them in the same universe as the television series something that fan base can easily clasp on to and go for a ride delivering more of what is expected simultaneously the greatest strength and greatest weakness i just like a good chase scene
how many eggs do you need wont you come in for a coffee but we do not have cake how much of the black stuff can you take well i think five hundred kilos will be a good start i cannot see us using that within two or three winters but it would be nice to have it there we have the space not going anywhere and we will be burning it slow and long over those darkest coldest portion of northern winter but if we only get half or a third of that then i think we would be happy definitely a quiet reserve because we are as good as out as it stands it is high time it is time to replace for a refill so long as we still can and get myself a bit of codeine while i am at it strange little taciturn country that it is here in central europe like to be different to the left and to the right just o your own way and complain when you finally adopt the standards that have long been the norm all around but why would we look outward when we are still number one still doing the best on paper yeh for sure we can make that whenever and however we like let us write the tunes of our own success regardless of what reality reflects the success is on paper just keep telling ourselves that we are number one and the rest of the world will believe or let us believe if it works for them they will have to come over here and prove it otherwise to us if you hadnt had a half pint of mississippi gin i bet you wouldnt say that sounded pretty good now would you so whip those symbols opose cause we are going anyways change your perspective and hear it from another pair of ears see it with another pair of eyes touch it with another pair of hands a different understanding still containing the previous still aware holding it preserving it not using it in the same way not effecting the same consequence but there none the less in memory informing the current consequence effected by what came thereafter progressive perception coming to an altered understanding agreeing on many point or if not then allowing giving crediting space for the alternative to flourish the difference the variety
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word i attempt to push beyond exhaustion new generation of angry old men writing in their letters to the editor the armchair critic what do they know nothing but write in as if one is an expert on everything just those inspirations to get the in thinking into movement well this is the snowball river you have let loose here my friend pass the hat around but let there not be too many smiles or i will give you a bit of gipsy advice before crossing the street look left and then right and then left again what kind of church is this no collection today nothing for the collective to be going toward everyone we put it together in the pool with our collective buying power we can accumulate more food for the few of us or the fabric to put us to work cover our backs and sell the off cuts as accessories not so clean but in this weather we can cover that with a jacket not going to be revealing those dirty feet and sweaty underarms wipe a washcloth round the neck and face this is all the brothers and sisters are going to see today what kind of church is this we want to smell flowers man not the spray i dont know if i have the strength today to get out there with full armour on and pronounce the names and pounce around for feed that someone else has thrown together in their smug such and suchness overhead expenses taxcation energy costs something to see each year like to see more of that reward behavour you do not earnt simple aint it the punishment has to come as quickly as possible after the behavour as well as required am besten unmittelbar nach it it can b managed that gives the strongest reinforcement discouragement training the monkey in the machine
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flo has a lot more to say and dont stay make up your mind mary these boys are not easy to find everything is dandy mandy so why dont you make up your mind you cannot hold out forever on three of a kind no voice for the singer song writer career but you can write songs that is enough just sell them to someone who can sing to the entertainers that cannot write you got the one thing going for you then sell that like biscuits if you want to create the universe you want to impress the creator you have to make a little bit of something out of nothing got to get back to the editing to the cutting and pasting to putting into narrative that is what the kids want to see these dying days
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too much bipedal movement just killing for the sake of it too many bullets they say fire to open turn this economy around burn the bodies they came into his house and shot him as he lay sleeping on his couch an afternoon siesta ninety sic years of age potato farmer
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such a populous generation a little too heavy handed after the war si much to be done all that heavy lifting after we had broken so much and then realised we wanted it working again who is going to be cleaning up this mess the next generation we are going to need a ot of them after this mess no show without the writers cant we just build an imagination machine we can try to stand still but the world continue to turn around us it wont be where we left it for sure advantage disadvantage difference there is no going back and filling in the missing data the ripped out vinyl is in the ether now sweet away like so much dust the sound aint ever coming back no matter how good the need no matter how much you forked over for that diamond cutting it cannot pick up what is not there burn the manuscript this is the place it was done can we can we reconstruct out of the ashes the work as art it is play and not work that shapes human culture
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i just want to ready the flower are you ready born ready ready the flowers the flowers are always ready and then you cut them from their readiness
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we are rocks falling together calling out each other in a system in the hope that we are not falling toward something this is the once only the going towards a cold and lifeless universe nothing is outside the closed system losing energy through light and heat so where does all this light and heat go light is the only chance perhaps to escape the pull each time getting a little smaller because there is still light out there not pulled back together for the next blast big bang the not so big bang until so much energy is lost there through light that there is no more possibility for a big bang not even a little big bang and then there is cold mass cold cold mass it is the only force in the nothing eventually everything comes back together no outside of the system no Gegenkraft nothing can hold something out against something a greater force the light at some point no matter how slowly must be pulled back pulled toward bent back round to the matter of force because there no force driving elsewhere we cannot know this for sure yet i know not how to observe or measure the phenomenology the collapse of the universe building simply upon what we understand of energy from this rock an observation deck of space within space granted nothing is the context in which all mater finds itself there is a maximum outward movement to b expanded no resistence the filling out the cooling downing the thinning out Schwerkraft mass amassing fovalsiging whilst dispersing recycle matter light is inescapable
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dont you know you are life itself pomelo baby you are my pomelo without you there is no citrus get back on your tree and let me pick you for myself and the skin simply peels between my fingers and the flesh between my lips no the hunger kicks in and i will make my way down to the kitchen for the aforementioned brocoli experience right after this track rutti me i can feel the water creeping up from my toes i am in a deeep dive i can feel the once was frenzy still within these fingers and the page the ears are full of silence page the master calls still eating up your concepts from the field too much distraction at my door too much of everything else and not enough of us and they think i am isolated here they dont know what isolation is what is isolation isolation is a thousand acres sheep farm north west of broken hill isolation is a deep sea trawler off the harbinger peninsula isolation is a bauxite mine in the pilbara fifo work
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taking out a brass screw from an aluminium alloy case why did they put brass in there i will never know not a good mix that i now know after a little reading and thinking back to the metal chemistry days cathodes and corrosion makes it really hard to take out or loosen o tighten real problems should never had touched it none of this undo too far and then tr to go back and then breaking the bastard going to the hand file pull it all out drill out and do the best to put a thread back in or clean the thread and make a new wrong screw fit and never to touch it again and put that housing back on tight and sealed i can already see so many places where this is going horribly wrong again still i never suspected such a poor choice in materials i just wanted to do the job as it was conceived to be done i am still kicking myself dont worry we are not yet in so much trouble that i cannot get parts here on the ranch we are still getting them and still replacing them and eventually i will get it right i can barley do the tasks i am doing and i would rather not go down these optionally routes of learning the song is called crazy for you but the lyrics are crazy for loving you
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i can hear the voices on the drum track faint but audible none the less and i am mystified as you why would you be sending me this rubbish now hold onto it until it gets better and then the good stuff the cream off the top is this where we are lYing ever still are we dancers when we are not dancing hold onto our abstract nouns for continuity's sake for the sake of continuity i just do not see myself selling it i need it this is the one i am after and no other so we keep it clean and running and safe bury me with my horse that is planned obsolescence we are going to our own ends demise is our life goal so what we need out to last at least as long as us there are some things we want to give to our children cancer is not one of them
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a real mixed bag what was it you were trying to tell me there you are building your own paris this is nothing like paris not how you have seen it but paris was once like this wild is the wind paris is going back to the savages a little too long playing with the hardware cloth the wire mess trying to keep the beasts out of the breeding grounds the big fish eat the little ones how does anything this weak survive it is a numbers game babes they cannot eat them all at some point you are full and if you eat them all you may just eating yourself next
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never lose your pop sensibility dont make so much money on the new stuff nor the reissues it is the recycled stuff comes in cheap goes out dear nothing collected in between gig and gig and remaster go back into the studio in the eighth year
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drive off back when people were friendly you used to be able tell what people where and when what they would do some sense of common decency as mother would put it well it has all grown far and wise people travel further abroad and the ways diverge ever greater but we are slowly bringing them back togeher themsways of living playing solitaire reading voltaire walking in paris lakeside fishing lying diving dishing something to skinny me out on the roof packer sister and brother get that back alright pay and then get the money back a little show for the one off and the two off there is a little bit of jealousy moving on here i dont want to be showing this off one too much have not been seen around there getting a fick fix you know need to be dipping in there somewhere getting the sick wet pastinake parsnip that sharp young thing the jawline you think it is all to do with how i look yes i am sure of it something on top to let you know just how high the pass is has a nice night lovely evening should do it again sometime going steady oh is that what we shall call it just a little glass of pleased with myself you know having actually done something working to get there surmounting the impossible blessing in disguise do the work put the maintenance in and make it last longer these are tough times indeed i have no idea what you are talking about i just do not have an image in my head i dont think i have ever seen that in front of me before in use the hanging cocoon why do you make my life difficult choose not to understand delicate delicate the stability was along time coming and the destabilising of the rest of the world was always in the cards and then the home revolution the stability led to the power grasp from the below full disclosure i have no idea what i am doing if i did i would not be telling you
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you can live like a king so long as your not dead surround yourself in the school of fish move with the swarm so many scales cannot be wrong err not in mass no fear unable to see the gaping jaws swallow you whole not from the middle of the school if you surround yourself with people who are all doing more or less the same thing be whatever mistake left or right moving as one so to speak then it is more difficult the collective obscures your perspective your view of the dangers but it is the lone hen on the hill that is picked off by the falcon
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this prewar chaos has got to end this post war chaos has got to end long live the eternal war no chaos in war the regiment the organised and recognised death with purpose no more useless dying just useless living bring back the causes to die for so good as a suicide
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