lifestyle choice is on you my friend dont be a looking to the miracles of modern medicine to be correcting the pitfalls of your lifestyle choices if you do not care about your own health why should anyone care about your health
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
i am thinking about love
¶ 6:24 am 0 Comments
with no one to share the lunch with i just eat and get back to work like i would at home nothing like the social engagement the distraction at the door this is what people are to me otherwise i would just be getting on with it if it were not for the other i am grateful for the pause the interaction the distraction detraction the additional commentary the memory view from outside another perspective and the some but not often the help the great ideas the useful advice the knowledge been there and done that ahead of you something simply we are all be going through and that is a an automatic reset looking another reboot and a login when the time comes optimisation coming your way how does it feel to be one of the optimised people now that you know who you are this time we are going back up for real not for play this is the starting point starting to get the job done not looking away a silent machine working in the background you know this means business thousands of people millions the whole world population relying on this sort of technology to feed themselves definitely not this this is more a playful entertainment vibe nothing so serious as the continued existence subsistence of the species already in trouble i can see it are you going any further than this or is this as far as you want to go today oh boy have we gone done a rabbit hole with this one i think i should have made a note for myself but usually i find it is best to do this now when the care factor is so low something we picked up off the street and we have the priorities in order how well do you see do you piece this altogether how many multiple devices different strung together personalities a character drive on the cloud you are not piecing this together without the through line and a handful of passwords and all the personal i details not that the person is hard to find or get a hold of a constellation all at once in a defined amount of time under pressure verified from the geolocation on the device in the hand in the head the usual movement
and then something that i never knew a something that me i out grew and there was something in your face and there was something in the time timing and the she shred form in which you said that i will let go and the dancing with the stool up against the back just rubbing up against the back of the pits pack i really need to let myself go and i will find you do not want to wait too long
factor in a little jealousy to appear in the eyes it is really the way that i want you really the only way i want you not just any way i do not want you any other way
what are you trying to achieve by saying those words to me now in this condition?
can we still see each other without the death of the heavy heart and the still sentencing of never being able to see each other afterwards is this going to be weird
a little something for the return i did not for the moment but the moment never came now we are really trying to straighten out ourselves on this journey where are you headed back to from where the kitchen for what for the bagels and cheese put myself back within the margins of something odd something off something in the way she moves back into the video was said and done a little funny movement downstairs was i looking to get down and dirty on it like a little gesture for fun and then a nap throw light on the whole evening throw shade on my reputation throw the whole evening throw yourself away for another day looking good in those pants turning over another leaf i will turn you inside out bury my soul inside you in search of the earth from where you come
at least we remembered the water at this pinpoint needed no getting through without a bit of want this is going to be the last sip the final the reason why we are doing anything worth doing getting done getting them in there while the getting is good as much as we can sorting out the priorities and putting off pleasure delaying gratitude beyond the grave here there everywhere in another level doing slow food savoring the push the Sisyphus work challenge lack lust fulfillment imperceptible scratches in a diamond rough dogs
¶ 12:00 pm 0 Comments
eventually we dont buy it at all any more because we are exploiting our own bees that fly around ad make a masala of honey that you will get no where else it just aint for sale i mean you and i eat it that is enough there is enough for ourselves and no one else we are not going into the honey making business flooded by syrup there is no competition we are just stepping out of the consume off the shelf stepping off the shelf freeing up a little bit of the product of the syrup on the shelf there will be more for the other a little more exploitation of our own labour of our own abilities of our time to get up in the morning to do the rounds and early to bed to do it all again tomorrow instead at staring at a screen the other can spend their life in front of the screen they are out of our way buy the cheapest shit and consume the entertainment package so we produce for ourselves so that our life can continue without causing the trouble in damage in theft just in order to stay alive for we are still animal and the breeding continues without thought rhyme no reason the body drives the reproduction spew forth genetic material viral vitality societal value is recognised in its minimisation of the general good if we take a hit all those productives out there are not getting more out of it what if we are all alike that would be universalising
at least we remembered the water at this point needed no getting through it without a bit of water this is going on to the last sip the last without it ever knowing being the last that is why we keep doing the things so worth doing so worthwhile getting them in there as much as we can sorting out the priorities and putting off delaying the gratification finding them here there and everywhere along the way in the process on another level doing slow savoring pushing through the sisyphus work challenge lack luster fulfillment perceptible no change imperceptible change scratches in the diamond surface
if our intelligence were not artificial enough self appropriated self anointed self applauded getting a little clean whilst getting a little messed up flesh on the screen flash between the hands seeking out that high again and again never getting there say it give it to me uninterrupted plane just to get it out of the system done that now moving along do it again but better practice that is the hard part
soup kitchen for the necks roughing it out on the streets plenty of home content creators doing just that for a little content on the couch not really not knowing cannot get through it themselves in any honest sense the machine continues to move t the side we are replacing the working class with algorithms a little pitch too i have grown accustomed to change the angle to which i sit at the desk to get the hammering out the idea off and running away at the mouth wherever is the glass of water i am parched this station is a gas look in the cupboard for a trickle of whiskey something over forty percent to keep this ship straight
i have no idea i am not in sales i am out back in my own little workshop not having to deal with anyone jut focus on the work when we get around to it we get done what we get done today and we pickup where we left off tomorrow real blue collar work today what do we do for the rest of the week if we do the weeks work today if i could i still would not squeezing the shatter the rosin the distillate out of the flower the good stuff filtering out as much of the carbon content as i can refine refine refine i do not want that down in the lungs smaller doses of greater intensity potency increased the content is higher rocket to the brain out we go faster and faster much faster than sitting there and staying there a little longer than what we have to have slowly working up a headache to avoid the cough to avoid the growing pains no one is getting younger we all live with the pain and then we die no more pain always a balance a beautiful dance with joy and pain
i do believe that they did a very good job of having you believe it just look at the expression on your face the truth sounds so sweet coming from your face hey hey he stuck it inside me you would not be saying that if it had really actually happened tuck me back in at least ell where have you been this evening this is the last time we are doing this now way we ought to do this more often okay maybe one more time just to take the edge off there is a lot of sexual tension here just the hanging out together anything together
getting up to the nasty on the white house lawn that house aint what it used to be that house aint so white any more the marble has been tarnished the chalk is wearing off the straw underbelly is burning all those straw men blowing in the wind we will appeal to the worst in people it is far more relatable than the best in people no one is really in agreement as to what the best in people is but the worst shines out like a beacon on an escarpment a jagged island in a dark habour a single lighthouse on its peak
scene do not want to be carrying all that luggage in your hand that is why we stitched pockets into jackets shirts and pants
the hawk came by again today sat in the oak tree and watch patiently until i made a false move and it flew off into the distance never to be seen again this day tomorrow will not be here to see it
whether no one has to take sides there is only one side the living side they are only ever really looking at death not as an enemy but as an accomplishment as a friend as another as motivation as a willingness to co operate and get on with it something worth surmounting at the insurmountable overcoming all the little obstacles to falter at the only obstacle the simple prerequisite of life itself
own sown paper seed me grow me incubate me darling let us not waste the energy the electric bill is high and think for a moment on the council tax and the land rates for what is that the revenue raising what happens if you do not pay for the services we are not receiving here we are not even hooked up to them water canalisation efforts oh the power yes i do quite like the power we will keep that one a lot on that frid you see hooked up to the grid a lot of hooked up to the power grid simply hooked one meaning to it how do you generate power if you are not using the grid well i go out and buy fossil fuels or we could dig our own up they are about fifty metres under the surface burn them up turn a magnet and there we have a source of electrical supply a current like a river converted into the flow of electrons so we can plug in our machines that convert the flow of electrons into a mechanical flow a continual play hither and tither to and for a dance i like to watch ti make the movement happens before my very eyes to think that i am making it move that my will has choreographed transmission i am willing the movement to create