absolute disaster moving right along as we do in each and every situation every other month we here at the factory are of the understanding that the financial grounds upon which our livelihoods depend are unstable to the point of non existent but the hyperbole wears out wears thing does not have the same effect after some much repetition the colour has faded i see what comes in and i see what goes out what the mark up is and the in and out of pocket expenses cannot even afford to pay myself a wage at this point no one to blame but yourself for that oversight intentional for taxation purposes there are plenty of benefits and dividends to be had without a wage to be taxed at the income rate finally the american occupation is over we can return to our free lives and live according to our own ways and customs bring back the old traditions and throw out his modern distractions which only hollow out the spiritual life the shopping mall is not our cathedral we have actual cathedrals
stephen is nutting out six pages a day ouch sit still have the gall to ask how is he so prolific cannot even get the f out on the finger at the wrong source touch typing course still flows through these fingertips and up into the shoulders do not forget it begins with the sitting the posture you are not to forget that ergonomics of writing is not a hobby but an exercise what are you copying out of the book why are you copying out of the book the monks are copying the texts this is how you learn a text i made my own copy character for character a black market trace here nothing in the digital world with laser printing the art of giving
should be clean the hub apply a fresh coat of anti seize here i was thinking the best to do avoid the anti seize in the hub all this learning watching and learning what we are not searching for the stumbling through the contamination tankels of information the knowledge may be useful so hold on to your hates and learn how to critically analyse sift the chafe out of the kernels it is all the taking care of the car the maintenance all the stuff you ought to be doing yourself as an owner what the mechanic does not do does not want to do this is the owner maintenance the responsibility that comes with property
hole in the wall between two garages each share a wall a lot of shared walls i could have i still could have open space shed garage but they wanted to rent them out individually more money in it so up the partitions go the illusion of privacy the line in the sand a sense of security a level of security this side mine that side yours moving right along a few ground rules and then the next misunderstanding conflict battleground noise coming from the kitchen downstairs the worker bee is back in the hive and no longer bees in the trap
wind in wax wings they will melt and you will fall better off with steal wings how on earth am i to get them airbourne well you have to look more deeply into aerodynamics and differential pressure the physics of lift and drag she is made of steel this bird of mine i assure you she will sink we have about five hours and then we will be wet and cold in these icy waters of the north atlantic a little bit too confident going into this and not a good watching out spend more time looking forward rather than asleep at the wheel a misplaced sense of confidence complacency
they still remember the schröder years here and how the hamburger school of social politics screwed over the worker and the unemployed the single mum with a reformation in the social system so lovingly nick named harz vier after that heartless bastard harz who was schröders social minisiter what a lap dog heart of coal which all those mining kumpels could recognise with ease a screeching in the return carriage is anything here going to make it back to ground zero and bite me in the arse well i am not so worried about it any more in any case i will move on and over plenty of shortages around here in town to fill looking for a hand and the politic is sending willing workers away too hard to work even if you have made it here cannot navigate the system all that paperwork most employers throw into the too hard basket über sein horizont i like that want everyone has their horizon that is as far as they can see a short sighted klotz knows not their boundary i have a coupl of neighbours like that unfortunately they see no boundaries whatsoever the never ending ego where do i end and you begin taking the blurred line of inter subjectivity and applying it to the surveyance of land borders
the moral comes first even tough it does not seem as though it does but what we often mistake for moral is good behaviour and good behaviour is simply desired behaviour and we are already at a very organised evolved social structure which already presupposes a politique generale when we talk of moral ethics first we talk of a much more basic outward facing a subject facing the world a relation between a subject and the world in which the subject finds itself and is at once a part of and of which it is at once a part
what are the consequences of such a respectless demeanor is that what have you have yes that is what the doctor says i have caught probably from my surroundings he says it is rather infectious i should look at with whom i am spending so much time in close quarters try an open window fresh air do not share utensils but obviously avoid close contact if at all possible until the other the infected persons are also treated and healed thereby no longer infectious that would be the optimum solution but not always doable
you want me to believe and you want me to kneel and you want me to serve but there is nothing coming back from the other side i feel nothing at the halfway point and the further i push forward the further you step back come here can you just take that next step and this would make it a much a whole much easier task for me who is winning out of this exchange where do i get my advantage for all this making your job easier do what you will but change your job if that is not what you want to be doing if you are not living out your dream en route then get on with it or get busy dying or dream bigger or dream smaller or see it on the way to the fulfillment remember there is no end game there is only a path what do you want your day to look like no the slogging away to a pension and then life begins and then we can enjoy the nice things the do nothing the waiting room of death and these are the same people who are telling me that productive hard work is no longer valued well riddle me this who do you think devalued this productive hard work simply guess if you do not already know ought to be close
a handful of postcards with a squibble and a trip to the post office to put on a stamp get along on their way little paper cranes to carry a care to another place that is not reason to hold me this has changed around here get the scales out and tell me if there is enough there just a little for this evening eating out and then heading to the park to enjoy the stars ni harm in any of that probably a good thing having more people out here this time of the day safety in numbers you know exactly what i am talking about no one aint gonna shoot one down in front of these eyes and ears to discount the killers prefer the quiet corners only the terrorists we have to worry about the ones that want to grow fear amongst us between ourselves so that we do not feel comfortable a-gathering together to have fun to be social to enjoy the lifestyle we have acquired for ourselves and value so highly peace and freedom i would not say that there is a direct proper or inverse relationship between the two multiple variations allowing for freedom and peace to co-exist and exist in the absence of the other one is not the fundament for the other despite how good it may sound in a byte broadcasting out over the wavelengths that penetrate the brain
oh i told you that i was running late which is supposed to make the running late itself all okay everything better now that you know it was late or was not going to run at all a last minute cancellation you can make other arrangement revert to a plan b or c or just go back to bed the day is of no importance whatsoever well no i dont think that makes it okay at all just being difficult now i have done everything within my power a polite gesture to inform
no need for an up to date real time app on the phone if the trains simply ran to schedule simply turn up to the station as expected the train arrives the bus arrives the tram arrives the truck arrives like it used to do once upon a time the new technologies are not building logistical efficiencies but building excuses for tardiness
nothing to be found in the fast food lane scrolling up and down swiping left and right the evidence for salvation is a guiding light but al i ever hear is the fear of a time when the sun dont shine and the wind dont blow all these raw materials come out of the ground and we dont like mines round our neighbourhoods so we shut them all down pay too little to foreign bureaucrats to have their slaves bury themselves alive for our desire for a piece of germanium and a tonne of titanium we could do the hard work now and improve the future or we could just fuck ourselves up our arses and have no future
we have to sing into a jar like to see you squeal owe me sixty bucks indeed and you want to give to me in tips ouch you realise i am obliged to share the contents of that jar with all my colleagues so you would not really be paying me back in full transferring the inner conscience awareness into transcendental meditation one with the moment lost in the present no occupied thought past nor future nothing but the perception of now the movement of the river of which i am a drop of water within relax simply lax no need for content creation no need for passing back over i is content filled to overflowing
were you really a whore
in a way
which way
in the classic doing what it takes to make a profit way
you had a job
i have always had a job ever since you came along
i made you a whore
no i did my whoring before you came along, you made me a teacher
not for profit?
not for profit
everything up for grabs nothing comes is easy change is the only constant but the change you talk of is different so anthropic as if this arrangement of flesh is not bound to all other arrangements of flesh that make the world as if we are the whole world itself we are of the world we are a part of the world as much as we can change that is all we need to change
pushing the timeline into the night just outweigh the desire for sleep these little bodies are high energy burnouts all invested in the moment and then just collapse into sleep whenever they can wherever they are they lack the discipline not yet have the ritual of a day to navigate through know not the importance of the sun so we will take the time we can get while they are napping without the resources of addictive alleviation the supplicant of sleep deprivation will serve as customary creative cream
i need a hand
how about a smile
i want your eyes
you eat too much
hand eyes and ears thank you very much daddy
once upon a time fattening ourselves in la ville de Bourges riding through a swarm of butterflies upon a motobécane passing houses which formed the very narrow alleyways themselves through the town making our path down to river and onto the marshes to stroke a cat and kiss away an afternoon
sharp reedy eyes hide the thoughts of a youth gone awry a head engraved with names and titles no light thing for any wandering soul a burden for what should be light feet traipsing through a world of wonder and exploration by all means read but let not words weary the head and weigh the soul for life is a long farewell there is only so much time to say hello
a test of will and strategy to the young balls of energy that require your attention strict attention and amusement something to do in every waking moment the learning growing expanding outwards and absorbing always picking up putting in the mouth so much energy in those black holes and they just keep dragging everything in like they can never be saturated their thirst for understanding is patience trying do you have the answers dad or can you point them in the right direction can you teach the skills of research and persistence to find the answers themselves on their own journey wherever this life might take them that their body is as much of the world as anything else and that access to knowledge is access to self assess reassess test and evaluate there is nothing you can do that cannot be done
wild truth the days of madness have been fully integrated into routine this is madness the repetition in hope of difference when it is all around us growing incremental change your eyes and ears nose and mouth open the pores back up to the phenomena surging through the flesh of the world i need not recall i am still in these days to which you harp back in your letters surely you recognise that your family has rescued your from your self destructive behaviour from which trauma are they born have you gone there yet on that journey of rediscovery for you know it well you were there it happened before i came along i have only been privy to the self made self served solutions whiskey cannonballs on the balcony in the afternoon sun challenging sleep with a typewriter on the lap