die Mangel
closing up shop time adding connections relighting this distance trod a path whereabouts am i now no further along the track wading through water making new mistakes or old ones in another location no time for growing up all the commands to keep the childhood in check what is left to deal with der Mensch denkt und Gott lenkt put me in the back of the trunk wrapped in foam and blind drunk socialism lives on in the hearts and minds of the insane wandering europe in a daze nothing better to come up with existing within the statu(e)s quo(ta) on two sides of the fence those who grew up within and harp back to a golden age of childhood rekindled or those idealistic perverts who can right the wrongs of history escape time itself and build another wall the force of reason is persuasion if you don't have the right words hell sometimes the right words will not do the heart runs rampant the deluge of dreams turn nightmarescape let this tottering biped have a go at creation nothing like the ego let loose on a populus hopefully no one gets wind of this communication nothing happens because of it no one jumps on the band wagon taking false notions for a ride delinquent out dated modes of existence headed toward self destruction here comes the flood hell groß britainien may not be such a bad bet after all the initial bloodshed a solid unity is more than likely ripe to re emerge out of the fear always and steadfastedly held over continental europe so near yet so far only so many men have swam the english channel and ein paar women ducks in the water quack
neues Wohnsituation
open fire conversation is a battleground i am living behind enemy lines catch every word watch what is coming out at the end of every and any day you would be first against the wall if i had my way unthinking categorical beasts struggling over the menial completely enthroned within the safe haven of convention here let me take that brain since you have no use for it what of all this time energy calculated detail the use of opposable thumbs i could use all those as well wallowing in a lack of direction in a lack of purpose in a lack of efficient born to be told what to do i have been all along pointing out all the inefficiencies that i would prefer not to live with but they are either disregarded or misunderstood this has been a long time coming sure i could continue living in compromise but i have the opportunity to level the playing field listen to what comes out of these conversations the same twatter reaffirming outdated modes of tradition no longer applying under a different set of circumstances one respected one's elders because they had earned that respect but most have the ones that come round here have thrown that to the wind discern no respect from this wandering cogito i am not pitter pattering around the meaningless trivialities of cleaning up after oneself doing the dishes mopping a floor putting food back in the fridge refraining from eating other people's food or better yet participating and bringing food to the table enjoining the ritual song and dance creating an atmosphere for communing opening the channels of relation building commons thinking through the processes of living with and not adopting the roles of the family situation it is all too easily to play the child the family is not a model for governance it is an exceptional asymmetric survival structure of power responsibility and obedience wound on the premise of love and progeny here in the flatmate structure there is a void of unconditional love what love may exist is built through sharing as caring unless you are willing to bare my children there is little else you can do for my progeny in some instances the flatmate actively destroys progeny so let us throw away the familial structure the fact that such a convention is repetitively referred to as sufficient grounds is a clear sign of the problem itself not the double locking of the front door and back door swinging open windows left opened or never opened this are all contextual disparages that cannot be affixed hard and fast rules of law a case for all cases rather it is your critical thinking skills those adaptive skills to live amongst others to care to act with those in proximity within the act to carry responsibility to lighten the load of the other by in the very first or least step avoiding any act that increases the load awareness self-conscious effort directed to the common an operating notion of common dispelling the ego taking on the mindset of the collective working in with each other working together