die Betonung
i'm into the dull long running through the motions part how to keep the motivation up and not move onto yet another beginning the focus on end product where and what one will get at something a little smaller then the self a little part of the whole that i can never get at moving through it when it is completed spells my end for the other to see but for now stepping outside of myself this self into another forever getting further away from yesterday when the plan was still in tact a course of action to be taken however is it that i am still wanted that others come rushing in from all sides to sap and take away from what ever energy is resonating from this dull body an age of illusion moving in circles never before moved within whenever can i get rid of those little bodies never mind the ease of life will wear off soon enough no one will be wanting to pick this corpse up off the street sure there is a little beauty left in it yet but not for much longer scary slippery slopes are opening up beneath me take the money and run why am i listening to all the terrible advice surround oneself with the people one does not want to be and don't do anything they do repeating patterns of behaviour do not take on the side issues do not take on the habits a lock out of the control centre at some point i have to get out of here and collect something that i don't have is there not already enough shit sitting within a reachable grasp what more could one want no more walls it is the arrangement everyone is bitching about i try to drown out the constant buzz but somehow it still seeps in through the skull