could do with a little less i am even eating less to get rid of the belly you dislike so much starving myself for you my sweet i am wasting away in the corner stop trying to change me i am not trying just communicating thoughts and feeling and the data the sully body is picking and kicking up on the airwaves would like to hear from you close but different perspective that post modern no indifference to difference now taste it on your head get down on the ground have a look at it from here flipping the expectation the disappointment in the eyes the playing with the animals the scaredy cat the flashback now the opinions axe work to cut you slice in half jump into the snow get out there on the street a false step getting a little jerked around tune back into the blues of the fifth column what again is the only need four right fifth is the one that springs up over night when you are asleep looking through the face the teeth behind the teeth a precursor to death
i am out on a limb here life is sentience no telegram channel just struggling to cut and paste the funnies out of single cell
why work for someone else because i do not have the means to support myself because i live beyond my means everyday needing the subvention of the mechanism exploit some mother fucker somewhere else so i can get away with it all messed up junkies to the very last feeding the monster keep me sedated i want to be sedated i dont want to recognise what is going on throw myself to the pit volcano ashes blown out into the atmosphere way up here they will never recognise me again no return no home coming
sure sure we are right into the red i forgot to take stock of where in the world we are why not the red because you do not get much of that around here i will definitely bu this and this and a lot more of that i dont think we will be heading back down there any time soon will have to do with a bottle of our very own from what where are you learning mistakes and what is the marketing angle getting into the swing of it here on the down beat think of the label think of the corkage and storage we need shelves for thousands of bottles say two thousand thick sparkling bottles with the passing of time they become similar simmer down mellow out so it would be good to have the ability the capacity for five thousand bottles in the cellar that would be for the twenty five years or fifty years say fifty to hold onto to at least two bottles the half century and then the foreign stock the drinking stock open regularly each year to see what yo have how it matures and then you know when it has peaked it wont reach fifty my man but hold onto a couple for fun a thousand plants are going to give you maximum two thousand bottles from three different varieties so six hundred and sixty seven per variety so hundred each so three hundred each year for ten years is three thousand plus the two so five thousand plus drinking stock see easy math
whatever could we be talking about w can talk about the past and we have no future so what are we talking about do you i mean i am in town i thought it regrettable if i didnt call no pressure no is always an option has always been an option maybe next time not feeling so great about this any of this how could i hate you for so long i dont think this would be a good idea i just dont think this would be a good idea and you know i think i have been thinking it would be best if we both just got on with our lives independent from each other we have had separate lives for some time now and this memory we carry around with us is not doing either of us any favors so lets drop it like a tonne of rice go downstairs and make some custard yourself right away sir i am all over that custard making business put this in here and warm that up over there and then pre heat the oven cause we are going to bake this custard yeh alright let us do that then bake the custard how sweet do you want it oh pretty sweet more than a hundred grams well it depends on how much cream and milk have you there there are rations milk to cream to sugar when aiming for consistency and sweetness this is how it turned out and if we do it differently next time will turn out different and then you will hit something that you like and then you repeat that over and over again tweaking ever so slightly until you can do it in your sleep then a second layer of experimentation begins the variation on a theme the mix and match the pairing the sauce expand the flavor bold rich just this side of ever too much
has to be a strong sense of honesty a two way street a ll this social goings on the anstandiger Mensch the upright citizen le chemin droite no straight path for me curvy winding roads up and down hillsides along a valley beside rivers flowing coastal walks no flight of the crows an official illusion corrected by the brain a pattern of straight lines an understanding of how the world could be a practice in transformation are you getting any of this down what if i were to tell you that i have already slept with all the women here except you and even a couple of times with john from downstairs you didnt i didnt say i did i asked what if i were to tell you i would not believe you great you did not no matter get out you
there is a play date that is why people have kids to meet other people like a dog right families meet families there is no family here a group of individuals living out on the fringes of town just throw the words out the window
we have been sitting here for so long i am amazed that you still have something to say i am amazed anyway you put it simply amazed the sight and sound dont you wonder amazing yes the moon refracts the light the play upon the open sky it is cold yes let us go back inside okay goodbye moon curtainless windows where are the curtains these days close them and we could be anywhere in the world what is this thing you point at reality the flu will get us in the end no one catches the flu any more
what have you got in the east the morning sun and you can forget everything i said up until then best not to say anything at all the bursting with energy on another night where are you at the broccoli is waiting sire sire bangers and mash peas and greens they are yours for tonight spring in the garden plenty of water falling there keep the beds moist warmth through moisture grow humidity spark the creation life spring forth in the dark warm humid spaces life in the dark howls out for light and the sun rose eyes opened set to work what makes the wasting of a sky
this here head needs a clean out a reset a turn on and off reset logix smash the boards build from scratch dependency tree rebuild aint no going back now how about that simple living one more nightmare are you ready to follow me out of the pan and into the fire caught up in the magnum opus burnt out on the perfect release put it behind us and move on from perfection get on with making mistakes again the mistakes are far more interesting leave perfection to the marketing department
time is more important for sure i would much rather to be doing what i love here sitting her doing what i want to do rather than doing what you want me to do we do not need a factory owner the factory belongs to us dont call us when you are lost call us when you are in trouble
scratch the shit out of the gas cooker what i cleaned it yeh but you could have not so hard not so hard on the steel wool on the scratching on the surfaces paint it a little top up a little all the way i am just trying to get rid of the food and grease left on the motherfucker i dont find the rancid fat on the cooker more appealing than the scratches prefer to have the scratches then the rancid fat i guess we differ in opinion yes for sire in this case no worries moving right along sometimes you can have the scratched surface and sometimes you can have the rancid fat i will let it build up and go rancid then i can put a few more scratches on the cook top when i take it off sounds like a healthy compromise or maybe we should each get out own cooker or our own kitchens our own house our own street our own island our own ocean our own hemisphere our own lonely planets
get down there and start cooking a little something of a curry are we going to roast those beets are we ever of course we are what else do you want to do with them could have put them in already no no plenty of time warm the kitchen up put them in at the end need nothing more for them just to go in with the rice still in need of still water still sitting at the machine still sitting still listening and here still still here something of the comparison the screaming the screeching the crackle of pig skin
all of a sudden it seems like only the fun things are for the men what are the fun things for women what things do women do that men want to do and how far how deep is the brainwashing machine mind comiung up bleach white beach white stainless steel brain in a vac send the block back the desire is mine du mien
to think on me every time you think of me then you can have a sip a glass a drizzle a drip you know how it goes i just dont believe that you think on me that often so it should be enough remaining for next year for me to really enjoy a glass with you a drizzle a drop as the case may be single bottle single cask you know how it goes
wherever we could be heading you could be smoking and when should i follow you into another room to have four eyes between us are you trying to tell me something what do you want me only to hear only to see dont want to be upsetting anyone dont want anything to really change quite happy where i am but like a little risk willing to loose it all for a little more a little lie a little secret just like back then when i was a kid something the parent did not know because i cared not for all these rules that keep us safe ti hell with them all people live together or they dont bother
something is happening behind the face of the chicken they feel comfortable around here the cat has died and gone to heaven grateful for the love at first sight going back over all the hate and anger where to from here just confusion and misunderstanding i never went to the effort to explain to feel through the other communication trying to make more sense o fit now trying to make better use of the sounds the words the grammar still very lazy still rather confused what of it mister where are you trying to get away from in order to achieve what exactly the plan destroy the brutes something of the comfortable life achieve a little bubble in which i can do this sitting questioning existence by the hair follicle
the whole life has been a sham first symphony at the age of sixteen if you are not famous by sixteen you are finished there it is my friend get a head of yourself and away from the backwater milky way galaxy into another star system another dimension if you can make sure they do not get to me at all that i the balance just look at melville over there i am having a whale of a time not a big fish falling through the sky naming things
do you know where you come form we were already wrapping up love by the end of the seventies and hen aids come along even the rats were scared to get it on the junkies were dropping like flies and the flies were dropping like homosexuals we are supposed to be on the journey here the getting the work done and where is the story the follow through