the priorities change we hit a different rhythm we were fooled for a good twelve to twenty four months by the middle class idea that tomorrow might be worth living for joke factory escape the slave mentality free yourself from class push through group think reign in the violent tendencies they will have us shot down quicker than they can ask questions they are not interested in motive simply preserving status quo get rid of the symptom quickly before the idea catches on before anyone notices it and reports it at best in obscure non alarmist jargon i have to find my little shelf unit for this corner to type up the reports
Das Auge des Geistes musste mit Zwang auf das Irdische gerichtet und bei ihm festgehalten werden.
die Ekstase, nicht die kalt fortschreitende Notwendigkeit der Sache, sondern die gährende Begeisterung soll die Haltung und fortleitende Ausbreitung des Reichtums der Substanz sein.
1. Die Welt des sich entfremdete Geistes
a. Die Bildung und ihr Reich der Wirklichkeit
b. Der Glauben und die reine Einfalt
2. Die Aufklärung
a. Der Kampf der Aufklärung mit dem Aberglauben
b. Die Wahrheit der Aufklärung
3. Die Absolute Freiheit und der Schrecken
Dass die Erhebung der Philosophie zur Wissenschaft ander Zeit ist, diess aufzuzeigen würder daher die einzig wahre Rechtfertigung der Versuche sein, die diesen Zweck haben, weil sie dessen Notwendigkeit darthun, ja sie ihn zugleich ausfürhen würde.
is it already beginning to feel better or are the drugs finally working all these social painkillers that i have introduced into me life does not make me any more bearable to me fellow man perhaps they make the situation the social aspect a whole lot worse perhaps for the moment in the hour of intoxication all is well but over the days and the weeks months and years to come just the breaking off and loss of contact what is it all worht to you if we are born in the grave with the reaper crying into our mouths
i had better change my ways because i feel happy riding this wave to death amidst another collapse of european civilisation how many more of these are we going to have to live through i can never get enough the right side of my face is melting gummed up in a sea of fear nerve paralysis tick gives me time off to dedicate the rest of my life to the work that i ought to be doing but am presently simply too distracted by the lazy shortcuts of a fully functioning body where is that bastard tick with limes disease let me get a hold of it good and proper do away with health
we got sold on leaving the lights on in the streets and now we are looking for an alternative lantern where there are so many lights on for so long we reached the production limit but now we want stop increasing the production without losing growth that allows everyone to continue to live a carefree life to which we have let ourselves grow accustomed our growth spurt overcame our communist brethren then enemies now frenemies with their planned today not so planned economies turn subsidies
works well with the three day work week a short shift on a fourth day watching the monitor
there is always some douchebag with a recording device in the hand and now we simply install them on permanent sticks in such good corners in need of recording all the time but how long to store it and when to broadcast why not a live feed with no recording at least nothing officially backed just taping from the live feed time stamped many our television set and if you see something you do not like get down there on the street and stop it how far would you walk gosh i would need some sort of instant feedback to let others watching know that i am on the way that i would appreciate a little help flash mob tackles street violence
be going up there in this weather yeh sure why not and the roads will be safe to travel as safe as always this snow is not really a problem not really a problem with the chains on and take them off again once we are onto the autobahn we could go all the way down to bavaria to see the lake surrounded in real winter weather oh i hear it is all drying up down there that is funny i hear it is becoming even more extreme well both actually dryer and more extreme well i hope that you are happy about that i am bloody ecstatic
she was alone on the first day of the year there was no one sleeping next to her no one waking up on the other side of the bed another day of just wanting a little contact wondering who is out there with that contact skin against skin she is up early oh god how sad because everyone else is sharing a hangover in bed
you have not learnt something deeply until you have taught another until you have passed it on that is a parenting tip you see that the adult is learning as much as the child well the best parent is one that disappears in the smoke of the child's experimentation a shitty parent learns nothing refuses to learn and pushes the child into the same rut
we are turning flyscreen doors into floorboards we can walk as light as flies around these parts i have the sensation of being nothing more than a grew spot on a dirty dishcloth
it is your pen knife so you cu yourself first it is your guillotine your funeral your everything we are merely the bystanders in this one man show if you wanted me to participate then you ought to have given me a few lines and a name stage directions at the very least as it is i will never lift myself from the bench give the poison time to grow confidence and resistance eventually death over supply death with all your little deaths so long as there is life there is hope an over population crisis is an opportunity for life to sort itself out with the forces outside of its control the rationale is if we could control the contributing factors to the problem then there would be no problem the problem would not present itself in the first instance you are not looking past the problem so how will you see the solution do not focus on the problem instead focus on the solution the answer is over there beyond the problem on the other side throwing up ever new more and more problems itself and then we gaze past those and ever onward into life itself but i fear man is such a myopic creature we are looking for something out there beyond the stars that is greater than ourselves what is this we call imagination and how do we become that greatness how do we become more than ourselves ad then what and then how and this is all coming now-identity seeking the then-identity who poses not such hungry questions fruitless searches who the fuck are you man what do you know and i go about getting myself the knowledge what is there to be known and i limit this small world down between parentheses because i feel the knowable everywhere within the smallest corner of this fleshy animal becoming surpassing self reflecting self conscious and escaping rediscovering i hack into the fish and eat it bear-becoming digest it and shit it out onto the page animal becoming machine paper becoming compost on the garden becoming paprika flowing blooming out of time the time is never ours to have we are in there within time and we are its playthings cruel master fairness has not a thing to play with but time has entirety between its fingers
i was drunk enough without knowing any better and we were to go where to from here and into the mountains my friends away from here and to the other side into the plains into the nothingness into freedom the war is still going on outside my window but i cannot see it and i will not hear it i turn the sound up loud am i not a target if one falls down upon me i will not feel it s terribly so drunk i will not think wasted a sober life on this rock of the wicked and mad i think i have had enough the music and biscuits finish the tea and happily go off to bed to another rock the day has been one of the most exhausting kind the madness does not let up on days like these the holy days of which the animals know nothing sensible to their surroundings to all of their surroundings and nothing else well attuned waking as nothing has changed and nothing has changed
that was an old condom well past its used by date the rubber had perished and now there is an opportunity to become pregnant because the desire is there i do not know about that i mean is that ethical complications are unclear to me i mean they are married but they have already began annulment proceedings so it will be like they were never married but conceived within a marriage therefore legitimate i cannot tell i really need a priest or theologian in on this to help me navigate the murky waters of conscience
stubborn old dog i had to shoot him
stubborn old bitch i had to shoot her
stubborn old thing i had to shoot it
there is no disturbance of course not the room is hermetic sealed off turn the key and the other disappears no intruder around here this late at night better safe than sorry performing the requisite ritual security check have a nap and power on put on a happy face no need to be running the same rampant disjointd timeline as a wanderer in the byways margins and corridors of asylum not a patient but a caretaker
you tell me if that aint london babes i know that each city has its limits but where are you going to go there is a management system out of control the centralised system is eating itself and the decentralised system is organised into oblivion welcome to the laissez faire suburban scrawl breeding ground for a bullet proof kid where flesh is wasting on once where fields
she asked me to stay and i stole her room she is out on the street but i still love her scary monsters and super creeps keep me running scared i am running scared i am a monster i am a super creep i kept the room and i did love her until the day she died
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when i finally meet i will be glad to tell him how much of an arsehole he is and that the city is happy to take his money we are moving right along next please we would like the next city which city even comes close to london on the continent the connection the infrastructure the workplace agreements the construction the living standards the wage earnt anything close the availability of services the entertainment the venues the continual surging toward and the forever upward of having made it to the top we are looking to push even further into the stratosphere and what you think they will not suffer because of it of course they will it is a group dynamic the collective is greater than the individual but the collective notices every individual they all are biting at the collective chomp ready to let the leviathan loose bite through the restraints