just now
A lot of the young people I know who go around have experiences with lots of different people are just preparing themselves for not knowing how to be committed to somebody
Ashley 18
now ashley is a really good androgenous name. at first glance the sentiment that is conveyed makes me feel certain that it is a girl speaking. Then on the return thought that notion is shattered. perhaps, and now that i consider it, the speaker is a boy.
Then i am suspicious of the quote's authenticity.
I cannot seriously continue reading the article, and i post this instead.
no time to live
put aside a month, month and a half to record an album.
perhaps 2 months for the film, with a bit of crossover, and most definitely 2 weeks without space.
like always history precedes and i can't forget. worse yet i make it up as i go along.
put everything in front of me and i cannot ignore it. other people wont leave me alone.
I am looking out for everyone. perhaps i should just go my own way. find a nice little click. a room with a view. close to a park that i can go walking in.
familiarity is beautiful. submissive. i submit to familiarity. i want to experience again and again in a new context.
get up. shower. and leave.
get up. shower. and leave.
unsettled. i need to wash the chalkboard clean.
put the past into a box. put it all aside for the moment. hold out for something in the future. for the notion that at some date i will have nothing to do, and i can go back over it all. priorities.
necessity.
act from necessity.
genereal will from necessity.
shared necessity.
when individual necessities align is their assistance or hindrance?
hindrance derives from the difference in necessity?
it has been raining for 10 days straight. a change in the weather. a change in thought. a change in action. move to a new location.
resistence is constant,
leave me to my own devices.