what are you going to do with all this mess not much on the page never really is ninety nine percent rubbish numbers game mot things are what numbers games repetition and difference something pushes through then we wrap it up within six thousand years really six thousand yes that sounds about right are we talking earth years i believe so but we could also simply be talking heavenly years in which case an eternity yes several eternities in fact
so we have the battery the hey the water the berry wines the plastic bag the vaccine that is probably all we have time for today that is already a pretty good day leave the timber until next week it can wait and we have until new years to get the fence up and around the vineyard to bring the sheep down into the stall so the timber needs to be tidied at the very least so that we can run the electric netting around the vineyard that can wait today we have the battery the hey the berry wine the recycling the vaccine
Es ist die Aufgabe der Philosophie zu entlarven die Selbstentfremdung in ihren unheiligem Gestalten. It is the task of Philosophy to expose the alienation of self in its own unholy creation. Go back to Rousseau and the contrat social for some understanding of how we all got started. May just shed some light om where we are going and how we may end once we get there if we have not ended prior to arrival. The alleged dead on arrival no signature required send a replacement at no extra cost scenario.
since when do you have enough time to be sitting on the screen chocking the monkey really henry no time for that at all die before you reached climaxed before the wood is chopped frozen together in front of a palm sized screen floating around in a judaic sea of time waiting for something to happen i wish something would happen and then someone tells me i can go out there and make it all happen myself that my destiny is in my own hands i am the author the doer the recipient everything that happens to me is of my own will i simply have to take it under advice under my coat under a coat of nicotine under my coat of responsibility
place to start to try at something new self taught learn by listening and then putting it together or perhaps first pulling it apart and then re arranging put it in your own words together in a different way to learn not giving up not the from nothing but creating a means to learn a pedagogic how you learn tackle the subject on your own terms no misplaced genius clause use the other as your heard work that is what the machine is there to be doing now teach yourself apart against a machine a team of people a generational construct of a superior player who does not get tired you can practice against it without feeling or emotion hardening yourself wrought at every turn developing into a stronger player a better loser
do not be running on wet tiles not along the pool fun and games until someone loses a testicle went off to the united states of america to study at an ivy league institution commerce law dirty money expensive lifestyle costing us all this is what you call living no mate he is killing time can get anything he wants but does not know what want is never wanted anything only fat not wanting always receiving money in the library love always leaving learn not to love not to want simply to have and to throw away to have again at another point in time later whenever wherever not important it goes all the way back there got to put something into the electro schrott container so that people know we are using it not going to waste the space worth the while invested thought we can afford a few pipes to make it work whatever the new arrangement whatever new idea pops into the lung hair brain embolism
sending out the message navigating the stories then some would have said it one way others the wrong way what is truth how much what conditions lead to punishment a fine for the wrong words this is where all the lawyering overpowers not so common sense
just prodding along keep breathing the day i yours nothing like the nine to give to keep you distracted look forward to the weekend
a room ready a repurpose what is in it would never go to so much trouble over there back on the island cruise ship prison hante virus plenty of bat soup to go around climate is otherwise than here the basic conditions for storage fight against the salt they put it on the roads different set of problems to deal with all erosion we think we need the vehicles getting around the value the worth is something that is hard to judge they are so cheap because they are so expensive the over the top are cheap cheap to run a little sort after fun wearing thin at maintenance the ridiculous for those who have too much of not enough and the need to get rid of their own insecurities on outward appearance the only thing that confuses such people enough not to dwell upon their own emotions because this just feels like happy
the plan is a nice guide as to the falling place the jigsaw not done any one thing one more thing baby steps getting ready baby gets bigger
wrap yourself around the pressing fate of death itself so much clearer before the face another distraction is as easy as it gets to forget about mortality living forever in this moment i just dont think about anything any ore this is the way forward
go there is nothing so permanent even this big is going to go some time crushed to less than a single atom a very tight space a very slow explosion we are living within inhabiting the micro climates as the whole is cooling down sucking itself back up into the void the cold eternal this is as far as it gets no it just keeps expanding the distances become greater and greater yeh and then what then nothing just imagination
i have got to let myself lose somehow let go of this winning the competitive streak the taking someone else down to get ahead on the way fast track to an early grave strange days indeed most peculiar damacles has ink on the tip of his sword prussian blue
we could have a lame middle ground that gains some visceral traction for a hot second all for a cash flow injection refunneling system into retirement to keep me at the desk developing a third arm how bad i want that third arm
names and faces of people who did something to you staying the course searching for the light digging around in the dark going deeper they knew you were out there developing the eyes sensitive enough to see you grey on grey call it something else call it anticular in an ocular world we are feeling antennae receptor feelers placing not enough zappa in my life bring the zap back into this life the hard way to broadway
the hungry hungry masochists hungry for something bigger something greater up there with jesus in a big purple chair take one and run it through the machine see what comes out
i want to know but it is only this desire to know that gives this waking nightmare any relief and pleasure whatsoever
that way danielle closed the door to the bedroom i do not think i had ever seen a bedroom door closed before we sat across from each other with the single bed between us on the bed the board snakes and ladders rolling dice laughing and playing sometimes danielle would go quiet staring at me if a pretended not to notice and continued with the game careful not to look directly this staring would last some time otherwise she would come back to the laughter like out of a trance i once noticed her hand shaking as it reached for the tumbler and collected up the dice a double six knocking over her piece on the board a trembling hand brought the piece back in play struggling to recuperate the dice danielle let out a tiny yelp as my hand brushed her arm in a motion to drop the dice into the tumbler cupped within her hand once more out spilled a double six in order to avoid repetition i went to move her piece on her behalf and at the instant where our hands met over the piece a short static shock immediately her hand shot back disappearing on the other side of the bed i looked over to danielle to apologise but i was stopped by her eyes looking straight back into my own her mouth fell a little open and i could hear her breathing she slumped forward her face fell into the bed covers and muffled a whimper
i suppose you simply have to define your terms what is mind and what is soul and will you want to use them as synonyms or separate distinct entities syntactic similarity memetic difference
all this getting into the detail and then not letting on that this is where i am heading with it another downpour my friend everything is getting a good soaking through today i cannot deal with all the technical garbage we are going through new equipment and new ideas where ever are we supposed to find the interest to care create a back up and get rid of everything else where are we on the cloud actually too much to be looking at always something novel nothing new i want to see that one again at a later date the sorting through never delete anything