Tears For Fears
__Dear Humanity__
You are currently in the yellow zone - terrorist alert is medium.
You should be alert, showing caution and awareness of your surroundings, but do not be afriad, and please continue to travel as you normally would. Do not subsist your daily activities and carry out your lives as though all is well. Do not forget the threat of terrorists.
The war on terror knows no land boundaries. Terrorism has no soveriegnty. Anyone, even innocent civilians, can be targets for terror. There is no face of terrorism, anyone can be the enemy. The enemy may be your neighbour or even a member of your family.
Terrorism will not only be fought out 'there', in the battlefields, but also here, at home within our own borders and cities. You are an integral participant in the war against terror - your actions, observations and information can be helpful in combating the very elements of terrorism.
We will not let the terrorists, who stand for death and destruction, overcome our values and our way of life. We shall perservere in doing the activities that we enjoy, in this way the terrorists shall not win. We will not give into their threats of fear - on the contrary our lives will be free of fear.
These acts of violence require our fullest response; justice will be swift and precise. The war on terror will continue for as long as there are people who will threaten our peaceful way of life, and the wellbeing of our future. Continue to be vigilant as citizens of the free world, and protect your freedom to your death.
__D H__
I believe one should only blog when one has something to say, or has something they consider worthwhile recording, i am forcing myself to type something here because it will be sometime before a computer is made available for my personal use in which time a worthwhile blog may be produced. Nevertheless i will deem this to be worthwhile for the sake of the practice of blogging being slightly carthatic at this present time and moment.
My head is filled with bizarre things, and i am trying ever so hard to relax and push it all underneath the carpet so i can go about my life as closely as i would like to go about it as humanly possible. Having said that, today the sun finally came out in all its glory - so off i went to shoot nine holes with the old man. Needless to say we both played poorly. It was not so much out technical style but our ability to manage the course and safely dictate the correct passage for our balls. Nevertheless great enjoyment was gained, and i look forward to another nine tomorrow, weather permitting. Up until now i have been pottering around home, fixing things, tidying up, helping around the house, and in the odd hours relaxing with a book and tunes. However one needs to keep the mind occupied when thoughts go running through it. Another couple of weeks away from the city, away from people, and confronted with a different set of circumstances, and my mind should throw everything back into perspective and i shall give myself some clue as to what to do with the next 12 to 18 months of my life. In a rough guided sort of fashion. Goals and aims are always helpful to keep a person on a track; not security but sanity.
As of yet i dont know what i really want to say. The words lie within in me, but i am so frustrated. I just feel as though i want to hurt everyone around me; i know how. I have an inkling, an intuition if you will, of what will occur in the future, and i dont care for it much at all. I am a fish all too knowledgible of the fate that surrounds it, and i struggle and flounder for as long as my strength endures. Give me a few more weeks. Maybe then i will have answers...
maybe then i will care.