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M,
hello - I'm an Australian travelling around the Will on...and the banality of subject material bores me to tears where is the rewind lever a restart button a cognitive development apparatus in intertwining lives save but the winds take their turn and accept no responsibility for the impending life twists and fits that shape conscious effort the bear trap fishing line pregnancy abortion drink driving swimming upstream throw everything in kids family money status burn down the farm along with guitars remove two fingers never again make love or speak your mother tongue shave your hair til it grows another colour but what of your eyes in which one may only tell the truth how will you change them will you tear them out how may mine hold back the emptiness behind the infinity that stops me breathless and caught flinching with sincerity again misunderstood across the woven medley of potential understandings of commonplace occurrence building reference systems of communicative behaviour say what you mean and mean what you say a place that serves shots in doubles take a number join the queue select a weapon of choice and cross your fingers that their is still flesh enough to beat to flay when your number is up
h
dont rain on my parade
Utrecht
Netherlands
glow work worm finger licked legging up the canal sideways exploratory abandon where is the direct physical third person reasoning begin to get into justifications again whereabouts is one located and the whyfores the how comes to what ends a purpose justifying the means coming together to dance a single night a few wee hours a sunrise train trip slipping through paved city streets so close cosy and personal this is all they needed all the space one could ill afford transportation means getting out and around fill it all in so there is now outside only inside walls of protection from cold rain hail sleet snow blizzard drift wind chill bite claustrophobia not the right climate for tomato and avocado growing but there are just some things one cannot do without once bitten twice smitten cute hysterical girl meets girl story at the end of any otherwise cheerful yet uneventful night of possibility ditch the couch on which one may stay the night keep the friend lingering in the halls well after bed time no use for the sightless to be looking never once known one to be in the wrong place any place same result pending confirmation documented asserted official confirmation words come as slowly as ever emanating from beyond the throat and tongue wherever they land how will these new concepts and sound creep into a usage beyond the everyday a blended spaghetti mess of unconstituted meandering meaning munt sybil follow sybil image line vision placed appropriated cut up patchwork pistache getting and feeing
klaus
wake up it is time to
go
turn off your computer
sprache sprechen
Berlin
Berlin-Brandenberg
Germany
like a little running around broken chains hang up arguments never thought the speaking comes over the wall so easily no need to shout i can hear well enough the enormous plenitude devastating space i will sweep in and sweep out determined to burrow as deeply as one can find an out of reach place with or without water fill these notebooks empty this head the bed the dread rain falling after days of sunshine what else could come in changeable weather street search climbing walls living projects translation issues international english don't look at native speaking as a disadvantage this is a city of becoming clear away the rubble still not starting from scratch but near enough a cultural extravaganza beyond imagination quotable verse lock a suitcase in the underground shut down the rail open night buses this is not new york you doing good kid real good no need to run off at the mouth get carried away plenty of time to suss out blow some steam get a feel grasp a commonality let go of this wild and wicked tongue never to be seen all over again bah friends lock them in a room with no food for a week and then you will know friendship easy to share more than what one can do with a running overflow of stock in hand goods
reparations out to lunch any one for a coal flavoured winter white drizzled affair in the best of it nothing below two below one gets that good going feeling that after something so harsh a mild climate is setting in stay a little warmer for longer never got that hot can't get that cold (again) but this is a first time observation best to be in the organised centre of it all business as usual none of the stress and panic of shutdown disorganised mess british subjects do not even listen to themselves put on another cup of tea and sit through the stinging days nothing more to comfort do not wait around all day for a contact to contact those leaving fleeting flaky shaked whisker breathes other striving moving creatures there are with enough strength to lift the lightest of fair travelling types up out of the messy flesh pit onto roofs of wonder karl marx sunsets
monumental
cross east to west let's see how the other half lives exclave enclave no ghetto patches bakery on every other corner but hard to find a photo technik market walk get to know for the sake of satisfying service demands population wealth generator leaps and bounds frog stomp stepping on gently numbers whisper french nothings to a companion but nothing keeps me honest like the image of you i carry around