the miscommunication offered a connection i thought i saw someone as lost as myself we could wander together searching for place creating it wherever we would go never sitting still how long could we push our instability how far would our bodies carry us i wanted to know but you already had a shadow i know not how to disperse him
i only see solutions not problems i am interested in your problems but you have to show them to me and you did not even want to acknowledge them to yourself
sometimes the best outcome is simply transcribing the head onto the page not playing it out no realisation no manifestation others can be truly upset take it all personal rejection is a very real and frequent outcome because what has been playing out in this head has not been playing out in their head out of the void without context or forewarning no idea where i am coming from do the work and write down all the background retrace the steps and spell out the thought and the accompanying emotion
push this over in a few more days and have bought seven months a little time to be moving about where are you eleanora still walking the tight rope i see surroundings are much calmer and the ocean is once again within reach reminiscent but not equivalent to the pacific of our ocean paddle out we will meet in the middle
aint going to work the earliest i can arrive with a connecting flight is eight in the evening and then i got to get into galway itself well that is at least another half hour and then from central station out to the film festival i think we can forget it and we will see each other when you get back on friday then i will be doing my catch upround the traps see the peeps i been neglecting all this time indeed waiting for fine weather
slowly coming back round to the other stations on top of the list is this reminders to self the blossoming of ideas pull them together after fruition after maturation a good sunning ripening period the sugar content is key gently press out the juice and ferment filter and bottle serve chilled chasing the bone dry
tomorrow pull out the suds and give the motor a good wipe down so we might observe the source of the leaks if there are any leaks to speak of at all it could simply be years of build up from oil sweats are no sweat for me just something to be wiped away regularly on tuesday do an oil and filter change top up the coolant
seventy five cents per a kilo is cost price of chicken feed components that we put together ourselves on site a raw mix room no pellets milling on demand the rest comes up from the floor out to the yard where it germinates amongst the dung pile the real cheap genetically modified commercially available comes in at the same price so a conscience comes at the price of convenience
garnering around the edges moving the plants whatever will take hold grows the moisture and the warmth come together in the soil the samurai and the philosopher meet in the garden
sort from low to high then high to low and best description match
the notepad and pencil are there for the intrusive parenthetical words that come rushing in through the door without knocking interruption demanding attention and if you give it none it just walks right back out through that door sometimes slamming it it will be a while before hearing from it again so take down a note otherwise i will forget all about it and it was probably something really important
do you really think there is no one sitting on the local council tabling any ideas similar to that i mean it is being done elsewhere i know how much people round these parts dislike looking elsewhere a lot of neck pain in elsewhere the entertainment and fun activities should be a revenue stream for the city they are attractions to bring people in from out of town from outside the region and boost the local economy rather than the current model of subsidies sure the local schools can use the facilities free of charge for educational purposes such as swimming lessons and the local clubs can have a reduced rate but i do not understand why the locals are paying for the privilege of visitors to come here and enjoy themselves
up in my tower i am pacing myself through the night in an attempt to get a little more out of the day out of myself out of the word going back over the current pop culture the Zeitgeist the charts what is on top right now how is that algorithm working because we know it just aint the best out there hitting a nerve at best
on top of the stair well looking over the balustrade down below he is pulling on the boots putting on an overcoat and wrapping a scarf around the neck a hat on the head an umbrella in the hand a pouch slung over the shoulder pausing for a moment two moments and another before braving that camden downpour
remember the days when you said two mil you were talking about rainfall and not housing prices?
is there ever a perfect translation what is perfection thank you guys what an applause you make this small room feel like a stadium and we really are here in a stadium a digital stadium but you cannot believe anything i say any more we have pushed past the truth we live in a post truth world or maybe that is just me
i leave the light on in the other room because it makes me feel as if you are there your plate still sits on the kitchen bench just in case you ever were hungry and there is a grapefruit in the fruit bowl
them trains are a running all the night through lucky you your feet never touch the ground keep all those electrons circulating around the body and not through roots have sprung from my toes there is a continual exchange via osmosis i feel connected
my head has been wrapped up in eyes and faces for so long i can remember anything else there is no where else to look i feel naked without the hat glasses and beard collar turned up when it is not cold out for a scarf to be swept up in the night i am not fond of the blinkered vision that comes with a hoody
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