running skipping up the drive way for breakfast mangio con gusto then slinking back out to the front gate to roll in the grass a scratch under the chin and observe the morning dog walkers reach a dead end turn around and head back into town recline under the pseudotsuga menziesii
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keep the challenges rolling expanding in all directions at once just to see which ones fall off the cart and are left by the wayside carry as much i can as far as i can until this body simply cannot carry itself any further i wont be digging my own grave any ditch will do to die in
sure there is frustration but there is also relief a sense of satisfaction accomplishment complex emotions wound through a life of dedication in pursuit of an unattainable result on a path of discovery i live outside the paradigm of name place occupation
what are you doing here only two days a week doing god knows what with all that education you should be out there changing the world but i am changing the world i am working on myself improving a practice honing a skill i improve the world through improving myself
just do not take the cheese management is making a routine out of the sugar it has a physio psychological effect on the mice it is something to look forward to at work a bandage addiction a little energy a feel good a pain reliever and when mixed with a little cocoa a positive reinforcement to push the mice through discomfort it works therefore it is common a cost that comes with the position the pay packet and tax reductions make up for it in the world of the movers and shakers
coming back through the door everything was different apparent immediate she wanted to know what happened and i said nothing had happened and i did not lie nothing had happened and everything had happened without doing anything out of the normal nothing extraordinary or malicious or deviant yet i had changed
just not as successful as imagined for the given time period introduce conflict introduce change commit to the art by committing to the ego i can do it i am doing it hey look at this buy it the greatness cannot be overseen pounding into your skull through your eyes visual visual never pushed the edges far enough now you go out there alone you had better not just be stepping on the edges but throwing the feet over that damned precipice
love me a soft creamy goat's cheese on a pumpkin seed bagel lightly toasts with sliced tomato and red onion a couple of twists grinding salt and coriander seed tastes good but even better next to you
moving up on me like a cat on rice paper the wind is out of my sails because the motivation has moved such as the cookie crumbles plans changed i move to a plan b make the most of the time off shake the tail to another beat on another street
letting loose a trap no problem i can work with that life is a tease hun no need to try that on me i have become so comfortable with my frustration that i can make love to the wind and rape my imagination an almost impossible kind of twisted is what i want but settle for anything i can get my hands on si si si space sic
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change it up downstairs garlic butter turmeric cream champignon sauce fusili these damn americanisms no escaping the linguistic fascist talk how talk walk how i walk marching to the beat of the same drum did not work out too well last time gone marching too long too far
may refer to any period in history of planet earth in which the global climatic patterns sustain continuity for at least two decades why this just because it seems like a long time from the perspective of consciousness that has a hundred year definition of self
smashing a drum kit in the basement with the noise cancellation head phones over the ears just feel the rhythm still searching the city not so smoky find a way to capture that excrement before inhalation i still remember the black soot in the noise and the corner of the mouth under the finger nails and between the hair scraping it out with a comb i was older then i am much younger than that now
lutetian dreams of a lung upon the land of milk and honey semantically prove that what comes after is better than what went BEFORE
searching for the little trick the work around the system is down no connection no transaction make a connection okay so you can solve a rubik's cube brain can be trained the training in itself is not the desired outcome but within the convoluted real life application eventual reproduction
battering up wayward fish singing from the mouth of the river muddy lungs have you heaving in the groves of man angling for a bottom feeder in turbid waters deep sea rig tinny push about the problem is no one could be bothered any more to do the work to even know what one is looking at sitting in the middle of a dried up lagoon just before the wet season sets in wash me out to sea no one come bother me
falling out of trees you get up there and pick cherries on a humid sunday afternoon that semi is going no where fast those chicks could come wandering back down the hill just as emma and gonzo come up the driveway an ocean of flesh
i already mentioned to my colleague that his generation has been gearing up this war from their mid twenties making the transition from peace to war appear inevitable all the while holding on to ideals such as human rights universal dignity freedom and tolerance now bring in the compulsory service for all the useless grandchildren put a gun in their hand and give them a target they will know they have done good when they come back alive he found the argument convincing
does not bother me to be left out of the group dynamic i do not do so well in groups i am more of a one on one interview as conversation as improvisation as spectacle as entertainment for the group are you being entertained i do not really care turn the other way i did not put us up on a stage turn the microphone or cameras on
those two diesel engines out the front straining under their own stupidity will get out of the trouble they are in eventually toil and turmoil a little more careful sending heavy machinery down a sandy goat track