could be
racking up lifts all over town
i didnt get that conversation down
a little variation is a pleasant sign in life. since when do i ever give christmas gifts. i thought it felt a little strange, but i was happy in the giving. giving just a little bit of self, perhaps too much of me ... a big notedness fell into the gap. a one of a kind a do it yourself affair. this is what i do...words...nonsense...image gathering. i might look comfortable doing it but i struggle to get the emotion across. perhaps its the lack of meat, i just cannot get exuberant about everything.
quiet, not demonstrative.
quite demonstrative.
borderline resigned.
i get a little more out of locking myself away without the threat of coming in contact, i feel like i am achieving something.
then i open my mouth. sounds slip out sideways.
some days i dont make sense to myself
what chance have you got
do i need to find someone who will go with it or can i just go it alone and also have a little happiness crop up from time to time
vielleicht