a confusion in the asking in the question itself i know your name but i want to hear you say it the easiest way for me to get this is to put on a little act ask as if i were a stranger as if i did not know you tu t'appelle comment? this is weird it destroys a little something but it is as close as i am going to get unforgettable memory burnt into my flesh what i want we never had the sound a lover makes and we will never be that but this memory is close i stayed in your home and i imagined that we were lovers in absence that you meant something to me and more importantly that i meant something to you i went part of the way tio building that in my head knowing it would go nowhere but i am such an arsehole such little tricks to get small pieces of what i want hard to see at first because i do not desire the same trinkets everyone buys at the market i prefer a strange feeling an awkward pause those intangible moments uncomfortable where most squirm turn and run they would be happy never to have one their whole life but these are my sought after moments i have become proficient in their manufacture whether that be on the fly or long walks through misty marshes i have no clutter up in my head so let us have another drink dear before we go to bed i dont want to get upset with you i just want to play with another sweet abbreviation we can take a walk in the morning out the back door down the side alley and across the park away from the panic the vomit this evening will be too much for us in the morning we will put distance between us and now sitting at the airport gate before we even begin ti think about what we are leaving behind we have git to be ready at a moments notice i can leave everything behind because i cannot leave you
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