he used to just hit me or punch me whenever we pass no
matter where in the corridor on the field up an down the stairs still sitting
at the mensa table i dont know why i dont think he knew either but he did it
until one day until the time he came up from the showers and saw me smoking out
the window he leaned out the window and put his head up against mine give me a
cigarette what are you going to give me i wont hit you for a day thats not
giving me anything okay you can hit me anywhere anywhere free shot alright but
if you hit me if it isnt free than you dont hit me ever again alright i reached
back behind me and felt between his towel and stroked the head of his penis he
immediately straightened hitting his head on the window pane and took a swing
into my side never again i said fuck you you faggot and i threw a cigarette at
him he caught it and walked off as i turned to close the window i noticed a
light come on down below in the adjacent house a light in a window on the left
from the ground obscured by a hedge but from my elevated position i could
clearly see into a show recess with the shower head and curtain rail just
cutting into the top of the frame i froze when i saw the face of the
housemasters daughter in the window she pushed it open hot water streamed out
of the shower head and steam began to exit through the window she was still in
her brown tartan school skirt and white blouse i stay to watch her undress and
enter the shower she never draws the curtain on the show and i am finished
before her i take note of the time and
become a regular smoker words gets around and boyfriend apparent makes threats
on the playing field to which i play it out as if i have no idea what on earth
he is talking about if that is really the case then tell her yourself and her
dad will throw up a curtain but nothing changes i never talk about it no one
asks me about it i only smoke alone but eventually jay ambushes me fag in mouth
cock in hand neither of us want to ruin the precarious ritual he slowly
straddles up beside me takes a drag of my cigarette puts it back in my mouth
pulls out his cock and puts my hand on it i jerk him off he quirts and leaves i
flick the cigarette and finish myself off the next night he is waiting for me
at the window already smoking he has hand moisturiser dicks out he squirts
moisturiser onto my right hand and onto his left and he starts jerking me off
so i return the favour i come very quickly with the lube at anothers hand but
he doesnt seem to notice and continues he just stares down at the steaming
window i start to feel an incredibly sharp pain but i dont move dont stop
jerking him all eyes locked onto the show below a dance underneath a showerhead
i start to feel light headed and my vision grows darker my arsehole tightens up
real tight and i let out a deep breath a low sigh then i feel myself pumping
long and hard stroked of come fly out but still he doesnt stop and i look down
at a small third round of come spilling over his hand i hear him say it all
sprays out at once with you doesnt it i look up at him and see that he is looking
at my come dripping down the wall underneath the window frame he lets go of me
and takes a step back dont worry i dont come like that he puts his arms over my
shoulders and for a moment i think we are going to kiss and purse my lips but
there is a pressure on my shoulder and i quickly kneel blood rushes back to my
head i still go in for the kiss and taste moisturiser on his head my hand moves
back and forth faster and faster as my tongue makes circles and licks he takes
a sharp inward breath and pulls my head to him as he arches back my lips are up
against my hand up against his stomach and i feel come splash the back of my
throat i only taste the moisturiser i swallow an dhe slides out pulls up his
pants and out the door the next time i asked him not to put the moisturiser on
complaining of the taste dropped to my knees this was too straight forward he
turned around and walked out the door never to come back for a while a go it
alone to the dancing breasts eventually boredom kicks in and i drop the routine
i fill my time instead with studio time locking myself in flute practice
underneath the chapel a few weeks in rebecca finds me blowing a tune turns out
he apparent boyfriend told her about my voyeurism and she blew him off cause
she was into it self discovery of an exhibitionist when she had caught sight of
two guys jerking themselves off she couldnt resist so turned on she began to
masturbate and actually climaxed when she thought the two of them were going to
kiss for the last few weeks there was no excitement at the window just
frustration and after a slow careful round of questioning she had hunted me out
down here to relieve herself of some tension and she was very set on doing just
that behind these sound proof doors profanities under a house of god why did
she search me out i am not great beauty the imagination brings intimacy between
us she is between me and the door there is no way out of this stairway to
heaven the opening riff over and over again faintly faintly between open and
closed door she steps out of her panties and sits upon the upright piano over
the boxed keys with her heels locked onto the stool hands palm down i walk over
and bend over to explore between her legs gentle gentle nose lips tongue
listening and feeling for a reaction round up and down a silent game of warmer
colder until tow hands fall around me ears and beckon me to stand fall from my
face to my pants and cup themselves around me the left hand unzips as the right
dives in and frees dick pulling me forward herself right up to a moist entry
and then she lets fo and pulls me in pushes me out hands tight around my cheeks
not those cheeks having nothing like it before i can already feel myself ready
to finish i look at her face she has her eyes closed almost as if she is asleep
very relaxed if i focus on her study the lines on her face then i can hold a
longer i bring my hand to her back and hold her close squeeze here close she
starts rocking me slightly back and forth in and out and a little further in
and out now she moves with me from her hips my fingers come up against a zipper
and i release her school dress down the lower back it is already falling loose
around her shoulders i arch back to take in her breasts this arching pushes me
a little further in and her mouth makes an O i feel a tightness down below oh
shit i am coming but rebecca has not noticed pushing me back i slip out and she
jumps down in front of me trips me to the floor pulls my trousers down past my
knees straddles over me and manages to reinsert
my stil hard cock and begins to grind hard then squats up and down
rigorously i lose myself again and this time rebecca cannot help but notice as
i arch up and wrinkle my face in pain a throbbing pain she stops and sits on
the floor beside me are you alright yes it is a bit intense you came i now i am
sorry dont worry about it what are we going to do it is okay i know my routine
i cannot become pregnant now really so unlikely she taught me well maybe not
everything but a lot enough to get started to make me feel comfortable almost
confident and definitely to be able to control myself to afford enough time to
start to learn about her body i dont know when it began to fall apart it didnt
it just abruptly stopped the studio visits the practice sessions didnt dry up
not even died off rebecca never showed up after how many i dont know until that
night jay pulled me aside we have a case of beer come out and drink it with us
and we headed across the field to the greenskeeping shed with scoreboard push
through the brack and bush to the public side that the council cleans up every
other full moon position on the edge out of the streetlight unseen not unheard
i was drawn down there because i thought the alcohol could give me a chance
sexual encounter with jay once more with feeling we sat there drinking and
smoking finding a better posture more
comfortable improvement in all directions an attention to detail in balance
searching for comfort without damage you have to feel it in your bones that is
when rebecca turned up at first i was confused when as they chatted and laughed and then angry when they kissed but i was jealous above all so i drank and sunk into myself i drank so i wouldnt know myself i drank so i couldnt move finally i tipped over breathing heavily very still i couldnt answer them i guess they thought i had passed out but i had entered my own paralysis i was facing them so i could make out in my haze as rebecca rolled onto her back and peeled off her panties and spread her legs wide jay already had his pants around his ankles crawled between her legs and over her on all fours pushed himself inside back and forth it was over quickly jay rolled to one side lit a cigarette passed it to rebecca and lit another shared a beer and did it all over again after the second time jay closed his eyes and was still rebecca made her way over to me on her knees and pushed me onto my back unzipped my trousers and pulled out my cock she put it into her mouth until it was hard then guided it in i wasnt present i was high above us all i could see jay laying there not far from me both still has death and rebecca on top grinding and swaying looking up at me in the sky then she called out to me up there and i came back down to the ground i felt rebeccas face on mine her breath in my breath
