Get Well
Dear Jane,
i firmly believe now that what i did, that is to say what i have done, was the correct action. Correct in the sense that i believe it genuinely reflected myself at the time, and correct in believing that it would amount to further action that would benefit all parties. Let's not beat around the bush here for one moment. I, we, could have spent the night together. Face down that was seemingly an option at the time. But as time would have it, such it would not be, and for my part i cannot regret it. It's not that the desire was not there, but it was a desire in a great many play of desires. A game in which decision is action. Let it not be said that this has caused me sleepless nights. And it is true some such desire for intimacy is very much alive. Yet this is not for the purpose of my writing.
For the sake of brevity; my sweet Jane, get well soon.
DH