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i can see the appeal in varying forms of human relations.
i do what i do and i see what i see. it could only ever happen to me.
tis all self interested. little tasks i set myself. points of achievement. slow emotional responses. put thyself in precarious positions of stress, guilt, ecstacy. and ambiguity just for the hell of it/ anything to fight monotony/ anything to be otherwise.
sat down to watch the tv.
sat down to play the cards.
to just out against the unwavering ocean. the consistent. the persistent. i will resist. i will make it even more difficult. i will learn. i will walk the line of free liberty. the fringe they call it. i will push against a moveable object, so heavy that any movement is unperceivable. the act, like the thought, goes passed totally unwitnessed.
i will be unseen.
i will be unnoticed.
shut up.
poke out his eyes. throw it in the fire. put it on a skewer. white ooze, steamy marshmellow. thought dripping, sugary sweet, refined solids melt. hand wanting / finger licking / steamed and grilled. marinated. poached, and whipped eyes.
throw it down the hatch.