literal letters
i spend time
writing letters standing in queues dreaming about what could have been
the destiny of danish kings pushing supermarkt trollies making
waterproof deliveries somewhere in south dakota where there is a farm
and seven new children are born. you know i am tired of wasting all my
sweet precious time i am sorry i have wasted yours, i tell you what i
will pay you back ninefold. it wont do you no harm, especially forone
who looks so fine, you know i have already told you i cannot get you out
of my mind, i tune in and try to tune out but all the noise in my head
is about you, how fine you be, i try to work it all out, how i am going
to go about getting my depression out, cause i know you know and there
are these things that i cannot help but do, i was never going to be the
same for you as you for me. i am working on changing something, probably
myself, but if i come to you i'll be crawling and it'll be just because
i want to get back to you when i suppose the communication is not doing
any good. i cannot spelt it for someone who is not there, i cannot
understand letters in any literal sense. i love you.