a month of sundays - J. Updike
just going in for another smoke and choke want to get on the ride building up the rocket for one more extravaganza if i cannot get the roll moving tonight then i might as well go into the junket and blow my brains out that is nothing but a weekend distraction here let me show you how to play sour grapes this is the game of always being in the right inner monologue is never in the wrong how clever you are the disease of self confidence