i just want to be good at what i do and realise that i cannot do it all but what i do do be good set up the surfaces in which i can do it for as long as possible in the knowledge that the body and mind decays but that the efforts of decay can be compensated in the physical world by plan and preparation the accomodation of routine and ritual that the spiritual may carry the physical further than it can carry itself a little pick me up when the hardware is failing a hint of the magical for the uninitiated the inexperienced are you experienced
a coffee hit and a bit of sugar reading the letters to the editor the opinion piece is there an opinion worth reading so many opinions out there and nobody getting through with any idea who do you know no one and keep it that way so you are very misinformed always i prefer ill informed
i am chasing when i am here or there i am chasing the food time not fucked up dieing in a gutter choking on my own vomit need to be much more professional about it using three brains cells rubbing them together to keep the proclivities the addictions the passion the neurocities ticking overs into an art and developing into a product i am the product of a bundle of disorders thank god for mental illness a constant flow of alcohol these past days sure is the season for it it is a fine little room you have got yourself in set up in sit up straight jacket now we are in for a barrel of laugh what have you set up for yourself in the future something of the office need a fair share of the distractions to be put in for the dedication of the human remains that we call civilisation and what side are you on i am on the side of life i am living on this side of the conflict so i want this side to win so that i can continue living the life that i have grown accustomed to i dont need a radical change a course of weiter so in the local tongue well integrated reform the thought for a moment we are still improving that everything is getting better i do not know what world you are living in or the conditions in which you find yourself are they not getting better do we not want to work less and enjoy more
counterpart of i can keep drinking then i can keep following not thinking no thought ought not to be following through on the product i do not want to know where it came from what had to be done for its production no story just the product to be consumed and tossed out the car window moving down the motorway at two hundred kilometres per an hour lost in another round of bullshit press sex and violence you would fill the arena every night of the week with killkillkill now that is entertainment are you not entertained salacious into the mood wanting a little seething getting better what draws out life on the edge when death is much on the arena as every last breath is the one being drawn slow is the civil twat munching on the escargot what is do funny well dan always says that escargot is old fashioned that is the sort of shit you need to bin nooty sooty cook with two stars more people are eating what is wrong with mcdonalds well nothing really they have the segment filled it just is not my segment and i am not one for having everything in the hands of a singularity there needs to be distribution of wealth power resources in the hands of the many not under a single banner if that banner is not life itself humanity that would be getting close but we still have multiple humanities running across the face of the planet trying to destroy each other and the planet itself
the holding the face in a crowd a very small crowd we make believe the importance of what we do in these circles an the lives of the many are decided inside these four walls what grand delusion or delusions of grandeur such are the delusions of self importance motivated by scorn and arrogance the training on the detail have you really been losing it out here in the man made world spending a lifetime on a page with nowhere to go nowhere to be moving on from of course there are going to be errors and you are going to pick htem up and run with them as long as you can get away with it if you discover it if you are discovered to be in error to be confronted to stand accused deny deny deny or expose correct and elevate
the way they think and buy product spend their money here and there accumulate the flow the only way to keep the beast from coming out of the cave and eating us all alive prison is a good place in which to learn german
right product why are you not have you not heard the message on what side are you standing the side of life very good then and what has happened to all those countries that have fallen under the influence of the west their living standards have increased the worker earns more and has better agreements the industrialisation has increased and the level of democracy has also increased the satisfaction with everyday lifeee has stabilised and there is stability in the economic and political index socially leave a gap depending on the time scale but generally a positive so what was the fear of having these waves of progressive increments betterment of the economic and social niveaux encroaching ever closer to the preserved oligarchy of the east that it would be threatened the order that existed and the serfdom would no longer be comfortable or satisfied with the servitude in which they find themselves that eventually the will of catherine the great would find some sort of completion in the betterment of the common people and their lives their future y simply expanding their role in the decision making process by legitimising the power of the people in fair and open elections crazy what side are you on again the right or the wrong side of history i am neither i am writing the history as it occurs the impartial adjudicator dream on buddy words have never been impartial