train trip
come over here. come on. he makes some little tetchy noise. like you want to write pft, but that would just give some arrogance. no. what he wanted was an expression of air that cover 'what' 'why not' and 'when' all at one and 'immediately'. so i shifted my scene and went straight in for the kiss and lied next to him. he felt really good and let his mind go for a wander on the extension leash. the long one with an elastic rope. watched a small dog curdle out into the road while crossing and routinely yanked into a zone of respective safety. like the sheer jerk would remove a limb or two. yet better than flat rat. a squished dog under wheel or heel is not a pretty thing. still not yet an improvement on the original. but getting close. watched a little trooper no leash no coil. with some tall middle aged thing in a sweater and jeans. why that little bitch stopped, crawled and ran at his very command. such fidelity enrages me. get my hurling breasts out and conquer i say. lay their minds beset in the mountains. just go out and about, set upon reaping what you have for so long sewn. this community based between your legs, my legs, our legs. given birth to our fraternal son, turn patron. in the ass.
jumped on this train and started talking. started thinking. about the time i jumped on this train and started talking. started wincing. don't know whatever about, but it was a jolly good laugh., had the darndest feeling of just getting to know someone. that very instant where someone is forever entertaining because you know absolutely nothing about them. but they soon change and grow thin. yet on that very occasion that very outing we found so much together, found so much to hate together. obstacles and aggressive paths found their way to us and now it was a facing of together and no longer alone. it was refreshing. perhaps not easier but different. not just guessing the particular moves of the enemy, which were often similar and most always rugged and ill thought. now another layer, another dimension. working in cahoots. watching another's defensive dance and dancer with. learning and teaching. looking to improve and work with a new found alliance. to best anticipate and maximize effectiveness. but it's not like that know, and can tell the learning has been done. can just as good if not better work just as one. alone again. but now forever in the possible grasp of yet another, unknown, to partner up and learn new tricks, so what is worth discovering.
and that's when we talked in the train. of yet another yardstick of human measure. human worth, like some great plato dialogue, underlying tones of rhythm and rhyme. speaking in the couplet. forcing and forcing still. it has been running around my head so it's most definitely short of breathe. we were talking about me this time. i did, have done a great good job of circles, but still i haven't said fuck once.
better get some fuckin sleep.
met a girl called tetchie. love to fuck her. auf wiedersing.