300 it's always good to have the water on the boil. it keeps one mind on the toes. it is cold here. and dark too. where people are rivulets running between ponds of water. it is quiet her and they like it. it fives them time to listen. one can hear around these parts. there is just a little more time here. more time to think. those things that lie out here and wait; those things sneak up on you slowly. approach from the front. always from the front, because it wants to be observed. it doesn't want attention - it wants to know that it is observed. presence felt. good is merely one thing over and above its reflective opposite. useful but misleading. too much hind leg action not enough forearm. am i looking up at all? is it merely the self that has expression, and as the self changes, as under the influence of toxins that expression of the self changes? alters the perception of self. obviously one is altered whilst under influence. but memory seems to point at some base level of consistency. bodily memory. that is the body is altering, rememberind and building upon alterations. so it seems a sage bet that the body is a condition of the same. the same thing is being changed. their is an organisational history in the very dna of the body. dna has all the beginnings and endings. it knows my very conception to my final decomposition. it knows its strengths and weaknesses.

is a desirous feeling' enjoy observation. its a desirous feeling but i enjoy the observation. and what spectacular observations there are to be had. of merit. of humour. practical use and diplomatic enterprise. the punctuation. the words/ the sentiment. sentiment is the best part. oh to capture sentiment. read the dribble. it goes down so well.
reign in all the self doubt. justify all the meaning away. dont let the realit kick in. dont ever thing about what is going on around you. only think about the perception itself. everything else is speculation. my body empathises/ before the mind, prior to understanding the empathy it is empathising.

it was the same rule applied with the same result. the context differed so the means differed. but the intention and the result stabilised.
let us not be caught up in the grand intention of it all, as though there some grat metaphysic or anthropological study being undertaken here. this is but a method of interaction. an observation, nay, reflection on the most basic instructions of living. so basic are their premises that the formulation of word makes their description a diservice. but a wanting diservice nonetheless. for the wanton play of words and desire for experience is at its heart. it is only for the sake of living, abstract acting life in multiplicities or abstraction to live them, and thn in their living post an insight. boil down nutter away at. take a hold of. grown excited spent. have a moment to sit and talk about the situation. really express yourself. feel as though there is nothing holding you back. for there is and that is what is you, but if for a moment you were to lose the symptoms and thereby forget the cause, what then 'ould you think. without that unnerving sense of self and being otherwise than just be in a space living in desire rather than having that of your own.

maybe someday we will all be like you. maybe they will stop colouring in all the block letters. perhaps all the mind numbing work will stop. probably not. but maybe at some point they will wake up. all at once. one at a time. a slow death.
these boys really loved them. they wrote songs about them just like the old times. when everyone was creative. it's just tht not everyone is marketable. unfortunate.
i thought for half a moment that i would vacuum. upon finging the vacuum. a task upon itself in one manner of speaking. it was only to find the baf totally full of lint and debris. it would not allow for mximum suction. not this time round, not the last twenty times round. i admit that it was the second phrase that got me thinking and ultimately persuaded me into action. for it was the standard of cleaning that was to be endured. for it was not a point of being noticed and congratulated or made high light of those efforts but for the sake of completing a task in line with those duties present. it would not seems as though anything were done but the task would be delayed for a proportionate time. proportionate to the capacity of the premises/ that is to say those living there. taking into account the accomofation circumstances. it was the same rule applied, results the same.  ¶ 6:27 pm